nashuaworldcup Chapter 206 Values and Goals
Chapter 206 Values and Goals
The tent fell silent again, with only the sounds of Xiao Cai crying and Javier and the others sobbing.
This is the first cadre of Minghuang to sacrifice since the war began.
It was ironic that Xiao Cai, as an assassin, almost wiped out the artillery of the two Ursus armies, but in turn, Xiao Cai, who had been commanding the mortar and heavy artillery, was also killed by the other assassin. Even though the assassin's original goal was to assassinate Song Yufeng.
Song Yufeng seemed to have all his strength drained out. He sat slumped in a wheelchair, his eyes empty and at a loss.
He didn't want to believe it, he regretted it, he hated his hesitation. If he had insisted on his idea and insisted on not letting Xiao Jin go, but went to find Javier and the others himself, then no one would have died - no assassin could have taken Song Yufeng's life.
But now, Xiaojin is indeed dead, and he died for himself.
"Song Yufeng, you have to calm down. We are not out of danger yet. You have to think carefully about how to deal with the attack of the Ursus army next." Herag said.
"Calm down... I feel like I can't calm down." Song Yufeng said, then he sighed deeply and asked, "Where is Xiaojin's body?"
"Inside." Song Yufeng slowly pushed the wheelchair handle and entered a small compartment inside the tent. He saw Xiaojin lying on the bed. The makeup artist had not had time to look for him, so Song Yufeng was able to see Xiaojin's injuries. He was killed by a knife in the heart. Xiaojin seemed to have no chance to resist. He was killed by a sneak attack.
Song Yufeng looked at Xiao Jin who had her eyes closed, tears streaming down his face unconsciously. He sighed, wiped away his tears, and walked out of the room. Looking at the crying Xiao Cai and the sobbing Jia Weier and the others, Song Yufeng finally couldn't control his anger. He said, "Lin Yuxia, go gather the troops and fight a decisive battle with the Ursus army!"
When these words came out, everyone looked at him in shock, but no one moved.
"Lin Yuxia, didn't you hear?" Song Yufeng said: "Aren't you all following orders?!"
"Song Yufeng!" Chen immediately stepped out and stood before Song Yufeng, saying, "What you're doing is irrational. We must avenge this, but not now! Our troops have suffered heavy casualties, and the enemy is advancing aggressively. What can we do to fight them? You'll only lead more people to death with you. There's no point in doing this."
"It's meaningless? How can you say that? When you were in Longmen, you had a very good relationship with Xiaojin and Xiaocai. Xiaojin even treated you as her own sister! And now Xiaojin is dead, I want to lead people to seek revenge, and you say all this is meaningless?!" Song Yufeng roared: "I say again, everyone gather your forces immediately. Even if I die, I will let the Ursus army bite me to pieces! Assemble the troops!"
"We can't gather!" Lin Yuxia stood up and said.
"Lin Yuxia, are you going to disobey orders too?"
"Calm down first!"
"I'm calm now!" As soon as Song Yufeng finished speaking, he felt a slap on his left cheek. It was Lin Yuxia. The hand that slapped Song Yufeng was still shaking.
Everyone looked at her in shock, and then she said, "I know you're furious right now, but let me be frank, Song Yufeng. You're no longer the boss of that firm. You're the leader of an organization. Are you leading hundreds of thousands of your men to ruin because of your own anger? What's the difference between you and a butcher? Not to mention your claim that you'd cripple the Ursus army even if you died? That's just sheer stupidity."
Song Yufeng looked at Lin Yuxia, and he saw Lin Yuxia's tears streaming down.
Lin Yuxia spoke again: "You are the leader, the leader of the infected. If you die, what will happen to the infected? Jingyu is still waiting for you to save her. Everyone is still waiting for the future of equality for all that you have created with your own hands. More importantly, there are still people who care about you and hope that you can live well. You are no longer the boss of the Jie Ran Law Firm, and you are no longer alone..."
Song Yufeng opened his mouth and wanted to say something, but nothing came out. Then he lowered his head and said, "Sorry, everyone... let's retreat." Then, Song Yufeng turned around and walked out of the tent.
Song Yufeng pushed his wheelchair to a stream and sat there, as if thinking about something.
During this time, Patriot came and also sat by the stream. The two did not speak, but Song Yufeng understood what he was going to say. Patriot also did not speak because he believed that Song Yufeng understood what he was going to say. Finally, Patriot stood up, patted him on the shoulder and said: "You, have to be strong. Everyone will experience this kind of thing..." Then he sighed and slowly left.
During this time, most of Minghuang's people came to sit with him for a while, including Xiaocai. The two of them sat like this, and finally Xiaocai said: "Why is this happening?"
Yes, why is this happening? Song Yufeng asked in his heart.
Song Yufeng's heart was as turbulent as the waves hitting the rocks. He had full faith in the path he had chosen, but he had to admit that he was not as noble as he had imagined. He was also very selfish. He didn't dare to think about what he would do if Xiao Cai died too.
So he retreated. It was the first time he had such an idea. Even when facing two or four armies, he did not retreat. But after seeing his companions leave, he was really scared.
Xiao Cai left, and Song Yufeng didn't know what words to use to comfort her, because he couldn't even comfort himself, so how could he comfort others?
Song Yufeng sighed, however, Chen's voice came from behind him.
"Still sitting here?" Chen Ye came over and sat next to him.
"Well, I was thinking about something, Sir Chen, I'm sorry, I was... too excited before..." Song Yufeng said with his head down.
"It's nothing. I understand how you feel. I'm sad too... Alas, but this is the path that we take. Once you choose this path, you will either succeed in creating a beautiful world or die on the battlefield," Chen said.
"I know, I know." Song Yufeng knew everything. He lived his life again, and he knew everything he should know.
But he was just afraid, afraid that the thing he was protecting would disappear.
"I'm just, scared." Song Yufeng said.
Chen looked at Song Yufeng in surprise. This man would say the word "fear" one day.
"Maybe it's just like Lin Yuxia said, I have people I care about, and there are people who care about me, so I'm afraid." Song Yufeng said.
"I'm afraid too, but this is our life's goal. Our life's value lies in this. Death is just the end of the pursuit. If a person has no goals, no values, then what's the difference between them and the walking dead?" Chen said, "Think about it carefully. Oh, and you should apologize to Lin Yuxia, and she should apologize to you too. You're both a little excited."
Song Yufeng sat by the stream, then looked up at the sky and muttered to himself: "Value and goal?"
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