first love is a substitute

Chapter 41 Explained

Xing Chen's words made Tang Yue completely stunned on the spot. It took him several seconds to digest the words, and then immediately asked, "What's wrong with him?!"

Speaking of this, Xing Chen was silent for a moment, then sighed, "Originally, Gao never let me tell you...he had a car accident a week ago and broke his calf."

"Where is he now?" Tang Yue looked at Xing Chen almost beggingly.

There was a hint of embarrassment in Xing Chen's eyes, but he finally said, "City Traditional Chinese Medicine Hospital."

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It was already after dinner when Tang Yue arrived at the Municipal Hospital of Traditional Chinese Medicine. Xing Chen personally drove him there. When he arrived at Gao Jun's ward, Tang Yue hurriedly opened the door. The man who was leaning on the hospital bed and reading financial magazines Hearing the sound and looking up, both of them were stunned for a moment.

"How do you..."

Gao Jun originally wanted to say how you knew I was here, but before he could finish his sentence, Xing Chen came in from behind the door. He stood at the door and voluntarily admitted his mistake, "I told Mr. Tang."

Hearing this, Gao Jun almost lost his temper. If it wasn't for his bad legs and feet, he would have gotten out of bed and kicked that bastard Xing Chen. Xing Chen read the murderous look in his boss's eyes and walked away very consciously. up.

When Xing Chen slipped out, he closed the door, and when the door was closed, only Tang Yue who was still standing at the door and Gao Jun who was sitting on the hospital bed were left in the ward.

Tang Yue stood at the door and dared not go forward, but his eyes had already looked at the man from head to toe.

At this moment, Gao Jun was still wearing a hospital gown, the fracture should be on his left foot, and he was still wearing a plaster cast, and his overall look was not very good.

Tang Yue's eyes turned red all of a sudden, but he still didn't dare to move and walk over, so he could only stand there and watch.

Ever since Tang Yue walked into this room, Gao Jun's eyes have never left his body. Originally, he was annoyed because Xing Chen brought Tang Yue here, but now when he saw Tang Yue's expression, he couldn't care less. These things got angry.

"come over."

Gao Jun first broke the silence between the two.

Tang Yue heard it, but did not move for a long time.

Gao Jun sighed, put down the financial magazine in his hand, and looked at his left foot meaningfully, "If you don't come over, do you want me to go over?"

It seemed that this sentence touched Tang Yue, he sniffed, and quickly walked to Gao Jun's hospital bed.

"You... don't blame Xing Chen, I know you bother me, I'll come and see you and leave..."

Gao Jun couldn't help frowning when he heard this, lowered his face and said to Tang Yue, "Come here."

Tang Yue stood half a meter away from the hospital bed, and he was hesitant to move when he heard Gao Jun's words, until Gao Jun couldn't help but leaned forward and stretched out his hand to pull him over.

Tang Yue was caught off guard and lay directly on Gao Jun's body. He was startled and wanted to get up quickly, but Gao Jun held his waist and refused to let him go.

Tang Yue's whole body was suddenly surrounded by Gao Jun's unique breath, and the man's breath hit his face ambiguously, "What do you mean 'I'm annoying you'."

When Tang Yue heard this, his body froze immediately, he slowly raised his head from Gao Jun's body, and just looked at him with his big eyes open.

Her lips quivered a little, almost crying.

Gao Jun was almost defeated by his appearance, his fingers lightly brushed his cheek, sighed, and lowered his head to kiss his lips lightly.

"I'm sorry, I said something harsh that day... I just couldn't accept it immediately."

Tang Yue was taken aback for a moment, and his eyes immediately became wet.

"Don't cry," Gao Jun panicked, and the man who was always used to killing and making decisions in the mall became incoherent at this moment, "Yueyue, listen to me...I admit, I was really angry that day, I'm angry at why you didn't tell me the truth back then, I'm angry at you for leaving me by deceiving me, I'm angry at myself for not being suspicious back then, I'm angry at myself for letting you suffer for so many years, I'm angry...we just missed it for so many years."

After Gao Jun finished speaking in one breath, Tang Yue already burst into tears.

His hands were firmly grasping the hospital gown on Gao Jun, as if grasping the last piece of driftwood in his life. His voice was obviously crying and choking, and he didn't even have a complete sentence. A way to say it, "I thought... I thought you didn't want me..."

All Tang Yue's suppressed emotions for so many days were finally released at this moment because of Gao Jun's short words. He couldn't care how embarrassed he was at the moment, but simply vented his emotions and flowed freely. with tears.

Gao Jun was completely at a loss, and in the end he could only let Tang Yue cry, until Tang Yue was out of breath and even started to twitch from crying, Gao Jun couldn't help but stroke his back, and said in a low voice, " Stop crying... eh? My feet hurt from crying..."

When Tang Yue heard Gao Jun say that his feet were hurting, he immediately stopped crying and looked up at him. Gao Jun caught him and almost pulled him up, holding the back of his head and kissing him.

Tang Yue's lips were soft, still stained with the salty taste of tears at the moment, after the kiss was over, Gao Jun looked at him with a smile, "Why... afraid I don't want you anymore?"

Tang Yue fell silent when he heard this, and then nodded honestly. He seemed to have suddenly suffered from aphasia, and jumped out word by word, "I lied to you."

Gao Jun felt a pain in his heart, and hugged him tightly again. He closed his eyes and took a strong breath of Tang Yue's scent, "It's okay, I understand..."

In fact, when he saw Tang Yue at first, he also had doubts in his heart. He still remembered Tang Yue's appearance at that time, wearing an old coat, and looked pitiful. Later, it was found out that Tang Yue did not study abroad. Afterwards, he attributed all this to what may have happened to Tang Yue's family ten years ago.

But it wasn't until Cheng Cong's appearance a week ago that he finally figured out the cause and effect of all these things.

It turns out that some realities are always beyond the bottom line of imagination.

Perhaps Tang Yue's life is like this.

His parents gave birth to him under extremely irresponsible circumstances, and then his father died unexpectedly. His mother drank alcohol all the year round and died later. Tang Yue was sent around by several relatives because he was not an adult. After all, no one wanted to In the end, Tang Yue was adopted by his uncle temporarily to support this introverted scumbag, and even got the opportunity to go to school by taking advantage of Cheng Cong's going abroad. Relatives give away.

Although Gao Jun was not as clingy as Gao Yi since he was a child, he still grew up under the care of his parents. He didn't even dare to think about what a child in his teens was like. In a state of mind, I silently endured being abandoned by my parents, and then being pushed back and forth by my close relatives again and again.

He hates himself for being so stupid ten years ago. In fact, Tang Yue said ten years ago that his nickname is "Yueyue"...

But he still let go of his hand forever on the night the two parted.

Thinking of this, Gao Jun couldn't help but feel a pain in his heart, how much he thought, if he had a time machine, he would travel back to ten years ago, maybe earlier, and travel back to that time, holding Tang Yue tightly in his arms.

"Yueyue..." Gao Jun couldn't help holding Tang Yue's face in his hands. He felt his heart beating so fast. He stared into Tang Yue's eyes and asked very seriously what he had been saying all these years. The sentence hidden in my heart, "Ten years ago, you actually liked me, didn't you?"

After Gao Jun asked this question, he fell silent. At this moment, he felt that his heart was slowly frying in a frying pan, beating fast and in severe pain. It seemed that only Tang Yue's answer could make him feel better. He was completely freed from this anxious state.

The few seconds of waiting seemed as long as a century, and finally, he saw Tang Yue blinked his teary eyes lightly, then nodded seriously at him.

Almost at the moment when Tang Yue nodded, Gao Jun felt great joy filling his heart. His chest, which had been bleeding for ten years without pain or itching, finally healed slowly because of this nod...

It was at that moment that Tang Yue's eyes suddenly blurred, and when he realized it, he was already pinned down by the man.

The fire of love in Gao Jun's eyes is obvious, he almost impatiently wanted to touch the person under him, but when he was only one centimeter away from that lip, Tang Yue suddenly reached out and covered his lips. Mouth.

Gao Jun stopped his movements and looked at him inexplicably, but Tang Yue had a look of grievance on his face. After struggling for a while, he whispered, "You...why didn't you let me know..."

Gao Jun was taken aback for a moment, and then his ears turned red. Seeing that he was silent, Tang Yue became a little anxious, afraid that what Gao Jun said just now was just coaxing him.

Seeing that Tang Yue's mood was depressed again, Gao Jun finally sullen his face and uttered a swear word for the first time, then he glanced at Tang Yue uncomfortably, and then said, "I...the car accident was because I came out of your apartment that day... ...Damn it... if you cry again, believe it or not, I kiss you so hard that you can't get out of bed..."

But obviously, Gao Jun's coercion and lure had no effect. Seeing that Tang Yue's golden beans were about to fall again, Gao Jun gently covered his eyes with his palm, and then kissed his lips tenderly.

With slightly rough fingers, he gently unbuttoned Tang Yue's shirt. Gao Jun's kiss was like a blazing fire. Tang Yue trembled slightly, but only hugged the man on his body...