Scum gong, I'm getting along with you Bai Yueguang [Transmigration Book]

Chapter 146

Teng Bai didn't move for a while, and looked back at Shen Keyan, with that expression that was always not superfluous, and it was also at this moment.

It's just that he raised one hand and grabbed Shen Keyan's wrist, with little strength, some people didn't know what he was going to do.

However, Shen Keyan roughly got some answers from his simple reaction.

He lowered his head and looked at the band-aid in his hand again. He didn't speak for a while, and after a while, he turned his head and looked at the suitcase that was spread out not far away.

There are a lot of things in the suitcase, and it can be seen that they were neatly arranged, but after being rummaged by Fujibai, they are a bit messy.

It seems that Fujishiro always has disposable towels when he travels.

A whole disposable towel in the suitcase was stuffed in the small interlayer, half of which was exposed, and the top was missing a roll, which was obviously taken by Teng Bai just now.

There seemed to be something else stuffed together with the disposable towel, and when the towel was pulled out, part of it was brought out, exposing a small corner.

The black packaging looks like a napkin.

Shen Keyan withdrew his gaze and looked up at Teng Bai, then he still didn't speak, but suddenly got up and walked towards the suitcase.

Teng Bai followed Shen Keyan's line of sight, obviously guessing what Shen Keyan saw, took Shen Keyan's hand and released it as Shen Keyan walked, and stood still for a while, as if thinking about how to face this situation.

Shen Keyan quietly walked to the side of the suitcase and squatted down, and directly raised his hand to pull out the black package in the interlayer.

Paper towels, small packets, a long strip.

It was Shen Keyan's familiar packaging.

Teng Bai stood by the bed, looking at Shen Keyan who was squatting next to the suitcase, as if he wanted to wait for Shen Keyan's movement before giving an explanation, but after waiting for a long time, Shen Keyan kept squatting beside the suitcase without moving, just buried his head After going down for a little bit, people couldn't tell what he was doing.

Teng Bai walked over worriedly, just as he walked to Shen Keyan's side, when he looked down and saw Shen Keyan's face, his brows frowned.

When he came out of the bathroom just now, Shen Keyan didn't shed any more tears, but with such skill, tears covered his whole face.

His eye sockets were still very red, and now he would squat down and cry silently, and his eye sockets were even a little swollen.

Teng Bai frowned and squatted beside Shen Keyan, looked at the wound on Shen Keyan's arm that was still bleeding, thought that Shen Keyan was in pain, and said, "I'll apply the medicine for you first."

As he spoke, he gently pulled Shen Keyan, but Shen Keyan didn't move, he just turned his head to look at him.

The moment the two people's eyes met, Teng Bai looked at the turbulent and depressed expression in Shen Keyan's eyes, feeling a little at a loss.

He has never seen Shen Keyan like this, even when he hugged Shen Keyan that night and complained that Shen Keyan didn't remember him when he was a child, Shen Keyan didn't show such an expression.

Perhaps because he noticed the concern on Tengbai's face, or because of something else, Shen Keyan suddenly lowered his head and buried his head between his legs.

Teng Bai didn't know what to do and went to find Shen Keyan. He seemed to realize that Shen Keyan was not crying because of the injury on his arm. He was thinking about what to say when he suddenly heard Shen Keyan's muffled voice: "I thought you have been crying for many years. , just pay attention to me occasionally."

Shen Keyan wanted to wipe the tears off his face on his legs, but it was useless because more tears would flow out.

His lacrimal gland switch seemed to be malfunctioning, and his whole body was in excruciating pain from the inside out to the heart. It took a long time before he could say the next sentence: "Why didn't you give it to me yourself?"

After he finished speaking, he looked up at Tengbai, there was no dissatisfaction in his eyes because of Tengbai's concealment, only the love so strong that Tengbai felt like he was tied up by Shen Keyan, and there were many other turbulent emotions that Tengbai could not understand.

But seeing that Shen Keyan was not unhappy because of being concealed, Teng Bai was still relieved.

He didn't try to pull Shen Keyan up anymore, he simply sat beside Shen Keyan, raised his hand to wipe away the tears on Shen Keyan's face, and said in his usual serious tone: "This is the first time I gave it to you in front of your face, but you didn't want it. "

Shen Keyan was obviously stunned after hearing Teng Bai's words. He stared at Teng Bai in a daze for a long while, his throat seemed to be stuck by a fishbone, preventing him from making any sound.

Maybe because of his long silence, Tengbai thought he couldn't remember, so he reminded him again: "The afternoon of your first training at Grandpa's Gym."

Shen Keyan remembered, of course he remembered.

It was a few days after he was chased and beaten to the park by Luo Lingluo and others with a fever. Grandpa knew that he was being bullied and said he would teach him self-defense.

The first day of training was actually nothing substantial, just some stretching and running.

But while running, Shen Keyan accidentally fell and broke a small wound on his head. The wound was not big, but it was extremely serious for people who were terribly afraid of pain at that time.

When he fell to the ground, he almost burst into tears when he was pulled up by the kid next to him, but when he saw the people around him gathered around him, he held back with blushing eyes.

He is afraid.

During that time, he was extremely afraid of other people's eyes, those eyes that seemed innocent and sometimes had the most naked and hurtful dislike and disgust.

He was afraid that in this new environment he would also be laughed at as a spineless crybaby.

So he held back his tears and ran out, and when he ran not far away, he bumped into a person who seemed to be holding something in his hand, but he didn't pay attention at all at the time.

Tears had long been gathering momentum in his eyes, and his vision had long been blurred, so he bypassed the person standing in front of him and ran at a faster speed.

It was also the first time he received a Band-Aid and a pack of tissues.

He huddled under the slide in the park, got out of the tire that could fully accommodate him after crying, and was placed at his feet.

When Shen Keyan recalled it, his whole heart almost twisted in pain.

Thinking of how Fujibai had met the wall for the first time with him, but still kept giving him gifts for so many years, he wanted to run back to the year when he was eight years old, and hold the escaping child to prevent him from leaving. He took a good look at the person standing in front of him.

"I'm sorry." Shen Keyan looked at Teng Bai with teary eyes. Under the dim eyes, Teng Bai's patience for wiping his tears seemed to be infinitely magnified, and he stuffed his whole head into Teng Bai's arms with some discomfort.

Teng Bai was obviously shocked by Shen Keyan's throwing himself into his arms when he was not having a fever. After all, although Shen Keyan would often take the initiative to get close to him on weekdays, the attitude of being completely attached to him and letting go of being buried in his arms like this has never appeared.

He lowered his head to look at Shen Keyan in his arms, put his arms around him, stared at it for a while, and suddenly said with a strange expression: "Yanyan, if someone else gave you these, what would you do?"

Shen Keyan buried himself in his arms for a long while before realizing that he looked up at Teng Bai.

He wiped away the excess tears in his eyes and carefully looked at Tengbai's obviously not very good expression. He sensed Tengbai's meaning, and pulled Tengbai to speak: "There is no such assumption."

Fujibai was obviously not very satisfied with this answer, and said stubbornly: "Yes."

"It's different, Ah Bai." Shen Keyan said, "I'm really grateful to those who have been giving me these all these years, but it's just gratitude. Once you are given your name after this incident, it will be completely different."

As Shen Keyan was speaking, he suddenly hugged Teng Bai, and his hands kept tightening. He seemed to want to say something, but he didn't say it for a long time, and finally he just said short of breath: "It's completely different, I missed you so many times , I'm really too bad."

He buried his head in Shen Keyan's arms again, his whole face wrinkled together, and after being quiet for a while, he let out a small cry.

Fujibai was stunned.

After the two got in touch, Teng Bai saw Shen Keyan cry many times, but those were not so much crying as pure tears.

Shen Keyan was very quiet every time he cried, without making any noise, as if that was not allowed.

However, he was leaning against Tengbai's arms, and the crying gradually came out, from the initial soft whimper to obvious sobbing.

Teng Bai became helpless again, he carefully hugged Shen Keyan, didn't know what to do for a long time, so he could only choke out "Yan Yan" three or two times.

Every time he yelled, Shen Keyan would hug him tighter.

Shen Keyan buried his whole face in Teng Bai's arms, greedily breathing in Teng Bai's breath.

In the past many years, he once felt that he was abandoned by the whole world. He lived in pain day after day, and when he opened his eyes every morning, he only felt that the whole world was foggy.

Many times he thought about it, just sleep and don't get up.

It never occurred to him or dared to think that someone would love him all these years when he thought he was abandoned.

Just a little bit, just a little bit, he might not meet this person.

Teng Bai hugged Shen Keyan, and the two of them sat on the floor for an unknown amount of time before Shen Keyan's crying gradually stopped, and he curled up in Teng Bai's arms without moving.

Teng Bai was thinking about the injury on Shen Keyan's arm, and when he saw that the person in his arms was not moving, he simply picked him up and put him on the bed.

Shen Keyan was visibly startled when he made his first move, but he still put his arms around Teng Bai's neck reflexively, leaning against Teng Bai trustingly.

Teng Bai's figure and strength did not match his overly beautiful face. Shen Keyan was nearly 1.8 meters and weighed more than 120 kilograms. He has already put him on the bed.

Then Goteng Bai took the ointment from the side again, pulled Shen Keyan's hand to his lap and applied the ointment carefully.

When the ointment touched Shen Keyan's arm, Shen Keyan still trembled in pain, but he didn't make a sound, and just stared at Teng Bai who was seriously applying the medicine.

Every movement of Fujibai is very light, and he will blow to him for a while after the end, as if treating a child meticulously.

Shen Keyan stared at Teng Bai. After a long time, he seemed to have completely calmed down, and suddenly asked Teng Bai again: "Ah Bai, is there anything else you are hiding from me?"

Fujibai paused.

Shen Keyan was also taken aback by his pause.

He just asked casually...

"really have?"

Teng Bai lowered his eyes and didn't look at him. After a long time, he said lightly: "I saw you once when I was young."

Shen Keyan once again began to reflect on his childhood fish memories: "When?"

"When I was five years old, I went to my grandpa's house for the first time and saw several children and adults in the flower bed."

"You're five years old?" Shen Keyan was a little surprised, "Then I'm not...only four years old? How do you remember when you're so young...we had a relationship at that time?"

Fujibai shook his head: "No, I just passed by and saw you and remembered you."

Shen Keyan was a little dazed, but when he asked Teng Bai again, Teng Bai held his hand and stopped talking, only after giving him the medicine, he said: "I just saw it, the next time I see you is when you had a fever gone."

As for why he remembered it, he didn't know why, subconsciously he didn't want Shen Keyan to know.

When he was five years old, he followed his parents to his grandfather's house for the first time. As soon as he entered the community, he heard a child crying from a distance.

The cry came from the flower bed in the middle of the community. The child's voice was very crisp and tender, and there was a bit of unconscious coquetry in the cry.

Teng Bai walked in with his parents, and saw in the middle of the flower bed, a beautiful child whose face hadn't faded from the baby fat was leaning in the arms of a woman with a gentle smile, his whole face was flushed from crying, and his small body was still shaking With a flicker, he looked sadly at a boy who was slightly taller than him on the opposite side.

The child's forehead was scratched, and a little blood oozes out. Coupled with his aggrieved expression that blushed from crying, no matter how one looks at it, one feels that he must have been bullied.

And the people around me seem to think so too.

Almost all the adults around looked at the child with fondness, pinched the child's nose playfully, and said, "Xiao Yan is really a crybaby, but crying is so cute, it makes the aunts want to see you cry even more."

The child seemed a little aggrieved when he heard these words, and shrunk into the arms of the woman holding him with his mouth pursed, revealing a small half of his face, with a look of aggrieved, with two drops of tears dripping from his red eyes from time to time.

The people around seemed to like his reaction very much, and all laughed.

Looking at this scene at that time, Fujishiro almost immediately remembered the first and only time he cried since he could remember.

At that time, not long after learning to walk, he tripped and fell in the small flower bed of the villa. The pain was so painful that he cried out.

His father was right behind him, but he didn't come up to help him, and even severely criticized him after he got up by himself.

"Tears are the most useless thing in this world. If you have time to cry, it's better to reflect on why you tripped over such conspicuous things." His father said at the time.

After that time, Fujishiro, who was said to be sensible by everyone since he was a child, never cried again.

The child subconsciously thought that what his parents said was right, but when he saw Shen Keyan crying for the first time, he couldn't explain why he kept thinking about it after returning home.

I even thought later that maybe what my father said was not quite right.

At least that beautiful child was crying so distressingly that everyone who saw him couldn't help but want to hug him.

But when he saw the child again later, the child was no longer willing to cry in front of anyone.

The child shrank back and shed tears silently behind everyone's back, and no longer acted like a baby. Even as time passed, the number of times she shed tears became less and less.

But it doesn't matter anymore, because he is willing to cry in front of him now.

Just in front of him alone.