Chapter 291 Don’t cross the red line.
Chapter 291 Don’t cross the red line.
"Whatever you want to eat, I'll do it."
Xia Qian didn’t know how to comfort him, but she was definitely the best listener.
In fact, everyone understands the truth, it just takes time.
Tongxin spends a few days being sad, and then chooses to stand up in the shortest time.
Grandma told him to live well:
"Child, the mistakes you made in the past cannot be corrected. Don't dwell on them. No one is perfect. As long as you choose to start over now, it's not too late."
He still remembers what his grandmother once said.
Grandma always tried to enlighten him, so why should he be decadent?
"it is good."
When she was with him, Xia Qian rarely cooked because she was not very good at it.
Tong Xin said it casually, and Xia Qian had no choice but to go.
It's not like she's forcing me to do something. Although I can't say that what she cooked was very delicious, it was at least edible.
Xia Qian was busy in the kitchen for a long time, and finally brought out two plates of dishes that looked nothing like what they were.
“There’s a bit too much soy sauce.”
Xia Qian felt a little embarrassed, but to prove that she could eat it, she took a bite as if to demonstrate.
It's indeed... a bit unpalatable.
Tong Xin took a look and then took the bowl to serve the rice.
Does it taste bad?
He didn't believe it.
Tong Xin picked up the chopsticks and took a bite, then ate by herself, like a person who was completely out of state, which made her curious:
"Can I eat it?"
Tong Xin is usually very particular about his taste, but I didn't expect that he was not picky today.
Yes, can I eat it?
Tong Xin didn't even raise his head, as if he didn't hear what she said.
He stuffed the food into his mouth desperately, as if he was risking his life.
Xia Qian was a little at a loss; his behavior was too abnormal.
"Don't eat it."
Xia Qian snatched the bowl from his hand, only to find that his eyes were red.
He cried, the kind of silent, most forbearing cry.
He looked really pitiful, like a homeless orphan.
He was not strong. She knew that from the very beginning. Tongxin always tried to wear an armor that said "no entry".
But under that layer of armor is his soft heart.
She knew he was sad, but she didn't know how to comfort him.
Xia Qian went forward and hugged him, perhaps a hug could warm the heart of the crying person in front of her.
Tong Xin did not dodge, but leaned in her arms and cried bitterly:
"Grandma is gone, and she will never come back."
He cried and told her that his grandmother had passed away.
Xia Qian's eyes also became wet, and she stroked his back with her hand:
"Grandma is reunited with her family, we should be happy."
Happy?
But how could he be happy?
"Will she not leave without me?"
What is he saying?
How could he be the instigator?
Grandma was old, and her natural death had nothing to do with him, but she saw how well he took care of her.
"It has nothing to do with you. Grandma is old."
"I am the scariest person. No one who comes into contact with me will have a good outcome."
He was looking for his own reasons again:
"You're doing great, it's not you."
He might not be able to listen to what she said, and this is what he thought from the beginning to the end.
His biological parents died the moment he was born, and he is what people call a disaster.
Tong Xin regained his composure and realized that they were hugging each other. Xia Qian quickly let go of him, feeling a little awkward, and both of them turned to the other side.
None of them are open people, because they are just friends, friends only.
Xia Qian couldn't sleep that night, and there was a reason for it.
She could always think of the scene of Tong Xin hugging her, which made her heart beat faster.
They have always considered themselves friends, and even when grandma tried to match them up, they always laughed it off and never took it to heart.
Perhaps it was because of the long-term contact, or the moment of dopamine secretion, she developed different feelings for him.
What does that feel like?
It's not a heartbeat or a palpitation, but a slight tremor.
They are not the kind of people who fall in love at first sight, but perhaps they are the kind of people who fall in love over time.
Tong Xin also couldn't fall asleep. She tossed and turned in bed, and for a moment she had an inexplicable feeling towards her.
Of course it’s not love, and it’s not liking either. At most it’s caring.
He did not admit that he liked Xia Qian, but in the beginning, he really cared about her.
What do you care about?
Of course I like it.
But he didn't admit it at that time, because he had experienced two loves and vowed not to fall in love with anyone again. He just wanted to live alone for the rest of his life.
But fate never plays tricks on us, and what is supposed to happen will happen later.
If he had not experienced An Qi's first love and then Ye Yian's departure, he would not have become what he is now.
Time taught him a lot of things, including how to love someone.
Tong Xin didn't know what love felt like, but now he definitely didn't want to have it so directly.
In the past, he would like to hold someone in his arms, but after the passion faded, he realized that she was not suitable for him.
He doesn't seem to have the same excitement as he did in his youth now, which doesn't match who he is now.
If he hadn't met Xia Qian, he might not have known that there was such a relationship in the world.
They don't talk about affection or love, but they can get along with each other just right, very harmoniously and comfortably.
This feeling is not tiring and suits him better.
But he doesn't deserve it. As I said before, he doesn't want to complicate the relationship between the two of them. Now they have touched the red line.
He cared about her, but he was not sure he could do well.
In other words, he healed himself and could no longer hurt her.
He knows his problem, so staying away is the best outcome.
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The next day, Tongxin planned to leave.
My grandma said that a real man is one who solves problems, not escapes them.
So he wanted to go back, even if it was just to take a look.
He packed a few changes of clothes, not many, just like when he first arrived, and there was no need to take anything with him.
When Xia Qian learned that he was leaving, the feeling in her heart was indescribable.
Is it reluctance or...
"Are you leaving? When will you be back?"
What she was worried about last night would not happen because he was leaving, and the budding love that was about to sprout finally died.
He hasn't decided when to come back, maybe a few days, a few months, or forever.
"not sure yet."
“What about the studio?”
The designs were all done online, and the OEM factories were also online transactions, so there was no need to worry about work. The studio she mentioned meant whether he wanted to come back.
But he didn't want to stay here anymore, as he had no worries. "I will finish the work, don't worry about that."
That's not what she meant, but why didn't he understand?
She was talking about what she was going to do, what was going to happen between her and him?
It’s not that Tong Xin didn’t understand. Maybe he understood but was just pretending not to.
Xia Qian wanted to say something but stopped herself, but still did not try to keep him.
It is useless to keep someone. If he wants to leave, why should she stay?
"Bon Voyage."
She hardened her heart and wished him a safe journey without saying a single extra word.
The childishness just went away like a gust of wind, taking away the nostalgia in the heart.
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