nashuaworldcup Chapter 381 "Not That Bad"
Chapter 381 "Not That Bad"
Lu Tingshen's eyes were moist and a little blurry, and he almost lost control at that moment.
After so many days and nights, seeing her again was like God playing a joke and sending her back.
He thought about what she would be like when she left one day, and he also thought about living a life worse than death.
However, he never thought that he would feel so uncomfortable when she stood in front of him.
It was a feeling of numbness and loss of control, unbearable.
"Every year."
Lu Siyao stood where she was. If it weren’t for her uncle, she would have been the first one to run over and hug her.
After so long, she finally saw her.
Lu Siyao looked at her uncle with tears in her eyes:
"Uncle, go quickly."
Lu Tingshen finally realized what he should do. He walked forward stiffly and looked at her in disbelief.
Her face, eyes, nose, mouth, everything about her proved that she was a child.
So, he held her in his arms, very gently, as if she were a rare treasure.
Jerry was a little surprised and looked a little shocked. This was her husband, the man she often called in her dreams?
She would have hallucinations when taking the drugs, and every time she would call out a name: Lu Tingshen.
He asked her afterwards:
"Who is Lu Tingshen?"
After my childhood returned to normal, I had no recollection of it at all. Maybe those were words spoken subconsciously.
She looked at Jerry:
"How do you know him?"
It is not difficult to guess that it must have come from her mouth:
"I'm tired of hearing the name you call in your dreams."
Jerry is very cheerful and like a big boy he always jokes with her.
Childhood also got used to his tone:
"I said?"
"Uh-huh, or did I say that?"
Haha~
The boring life has become a little more fun.
The childhood was good, and in his heart she was like an older sister.
She is very delicate but very strong. This treatment is really painful and few people can bear it.
Therefore, she must have a lot of motivation to persevere, including family and friends.
Jerry has never been in love. Most of the time he deals with bottles and jars, so he doesn't understand what "love" is.
Maybe it was his obsession with Coke, or maybe it was his love for the delicious taste of hamburgers, that made him fall in love at first sight and stick with it to the end.
Watching them hugging each other, he had some understanding in his mind.
what is love?
It is true that even after experiencing confusion, I will still persevere.
It means crossing thousands of mountains and rivers to be by each other's side.
what is love?
There is no need for further words; one look can confirm it.
The tears of childhood are all happy, and the feeling of losing and regaining comes much faster than you imagine.
She didn't care why Lu Tingshen suddenly disappeared, and didn't care whether he still loved her or not?
It was as if everything had lost its weight at this moment, as if even the most insignificant explanations seemed pale.
Lu Siyao was also moved and shed tears. She had experienced both the bitterness and the sweetness. She had been there all the way, so she could empathize with others.
"Sorry, I am late."
Lu Tingshen's voice was choked with sobs. He almost never saw her again, but he still thought it was his fault.
It was his fault. If it weren't for him, perhaps she wouldn't have to endure all this.
"Stop talking. I don't blame you."
She didn't understand a word he said, she could only understand that he had done something wrong.
She didn't blame him. This was forgiveness and love.
Lu Siyao and Gu Jinyan couldn't do that, so when I looked at them, I thought of myself.
Does Lu Siyao still care about Gu Jinyan?
She asked herself this question, and her answer was certainly not clear.
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They returned to Lu Siyao's home, which was also an apartment large enough to accommodate all of them.
Wick just walked them downstairs:
"I have something else to do, so I won't go up."
This isn't like him.
In fact, ever since Lu Siyao came back, he had been keeping a distance from her intentionally or unintentionally.
It wasn't intentional but it was obvious that he always came over to have dinner with her.
He would occasionally send her some flowers, but he had changed since he last came back.
In fact, this is also what Lu Siyao meant. After all, the relationship between the two of them is unclear and a bit misleading.
Of course, she never thought she would be with him from the beginning.
Putting aside her age, it would be unfair to him just because she was married.
As for whether she was moved or not, it didn't matter.
Yes, if she were to go back to when she was 20 years old, she would definitely risk her life to be with him.
Wick is rich, handsome, kind and has a good personality.
They have similar hobbies and values. He can accompany her shopping and eat at roadside stalls. Who wouldn't love such a boyfriend?
But now she is in her 30s, and her outlook on love is completely different from that of a young girl who throws herself into a flame.
You can stop when you like someone, but you don’t have to be together when you love someone.
She missed this good opportunity and couldn't let him pay the bill.
Therefore, Lu Siyao rejected him from the very beginning, not just because she didn't like him.
It would be great if Wick could draw a line between himself and her now.
Tongnian didn't know what happened to them, and Lu Siyao's expression was a little unclear:
"Then drive carefully."
"OK Bye Bye."
It was indeed strange that Lu Siyao didn't even say hello.
Lu Tingshen looked at her, then looked at Tongnian. Of course, he didn't have the heart to care about other people's affairs.
"Go up and have a rest. I brought you something good."
Lu Tingshen held her hand and refused to let go.
Lu Siyao was standing behind them, witnessing their love.
I'm used to it, I've gotten used to it a long time ago.
Lu Siyao turned around and looked, but Wick's car had disappeared.
This meeting was also after a long time, and apart from the necessary negotiations at work, they had almost no communication.
Well, maybe you just get used to it.
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The door opened and the three of them came in.
Lu Tingshen began to look around, then looked at the takeaway box on the table.
Is this what she is?
Lu Tingshen was like a dormitory manager checking the dormitories, walking and inspecting.
As a child, I watched him walking around inside and outside, and was a little curious:
"What are you looking for?"
Lu Siyao glanced at him:
"You're picking on me, don't you know this?"
Her uncle has always been like this. From childhood to adulthood, he would only look for opportunities to teach her a lesson.
Now that she is this old, she still hasn't changed.
Childhood smiled:
"Isn't it?"
Lu Siyao pretended not to hear and sat on the sofa, turning on the computer. There was still some work to be done, so she let him check it however he wanted.
Lu Tingshen came out from the kitchen:
"What do you usually eat? There's nothing in the fridge."
Whatever we had before was bought by Wick.
She can't cook, so what is she buying those ingredients for?
Lu Siyao pointed to the takeaway box:
"These."
She is now as brave as a dead pig that is not afraid of boiling water. Anyway, she is no longer the teenager she was, so it’s okay to say a few words to her.
When she was a child, she was really afraid of her uncle. He was always mean to her and never looked happy when he saw her.
Later, after getting married, she was still afraid of her uncle, who always scolded her to others, blaming her for being ignorant and willful.
Now that she is divorced, she is no longer afraid of him. She always feels that happiness comes from having someone to take care of her.
In fact, Lu Tingshen has not changed all this time, only his mentality has changed.