[Black Basket] Light of Shadow

Chapter 30

"I really dare not say that I understand him. He has his own ideas since he was a child." Qing Shan pondered for a while, "However, I think I still understand him to a certain extent."

"Since you said you understood why he came to Japan. Can't you see that he came here just because he didn't want to see you?" Rowling stared at Qingshan, without any intention of backing down.

"...I probably guessed that he came here to hide from me." Qingshan lowered his head subconsciously, hesitating like a child admitting his mistake, "I...I just want to explain to him."

"Hmph..." Rowling snorted coldly, her voice raised slightly, "You actually want to explain? Gray, what can you say? Do you think I don't know why you hit Rhodes that day? Do you think you didn't tell me? Can't Rowling find out the specific reason for what happened that day?"

"...you know?" Aoyama raised his head in surprise, and met Rowling's eyes. At this moment, he felt that Rowling's bright eyes seemed to see through everything about him, making him shrink infinitely in front of Rowling.

He believed Rowling's words.

"Of course, did you get high on drugs?" Rowling's expression showed contempt for Aoyama. "At that time you were in the third grade of junior high school. I've seen people who started smoking marijuana at a younger age than you, so I wasn't too surprised. You were in the third grade of junior high school. That street where I stayed all day and night that year was very messy, I didn't tell you, although you and I have known each other for so many years, but I have nothing to do except to persuade you, there is nothing I can do if you don't change it. "

"I just don't understand why you didn't take Rhodes to the hospital immediately when you woke up. Do you know that he was scared to death alone there!!! Do you know how much blood he lost!!! You actually I also have the heart to leave him alone and run away by myself, I shouldn't have let Rhodes play with you in the first place!"

"I... I was also frightened when I saw blood on Rhode's body." The scene at that time emerged in Qingshan's mind.

At that time, he felt that his consciousness was not very clear, and he just felt quite irritable and anxious.He didn't know how Shiraishi found him in that chaotic street.It's just that when he saw Shiraishi, he suddenly burst out with a strong negative emotion.

"Why did you come here!!" He remembered that his tone should be so aggressive, full of anger and dissatisfaction.

Then he got angry at Baishi inexplicably, and quarreled with Baishi.The specific reason is unclear, but he thinks it has something to do with the game. The only thing he and Shiraishi would argue about is basketball.

After arguing and arguing, Qingshan found that his anger did not go away after venting as usual. Instead, it seemed that the expanding balloon was getting bigger and bigger, which made him a little unbearable, and made him feel that he should do something. Vent your anger.

"Enough, stop talking!" Seeing the slender steel pipe not far away, he approached, picked up the steel pipe and swung it towards Baishi without hesitation.Of course, that hit didn't hit Shiraishi, but just hit the iron box next to it and made a rather sharp sound.

Baishi was taken aback by his sudden movement, staring at the steel pipe in Qingshan's hand in a daze for a long time without recovering.

"Hehe~ Why didn't you say it? Go on, Rhodes? Why did you show such a frightened expression~" Qingshan still had some memories at this time, he remembered smiling and walking in front of Baishi.

Baishi probably felt that Qingshan was different at this time, because he knew that he couldn't beat Qingshan, so out of instinct to protect himself, he chose to run away.

Aoyama didn't quite understand what he was thinking, anyway, when he saw Shiraishi running away like a frightened animal, he actually felt very refreshed, and felt that Shiraishi's frightened expression was very cute, even cuter than usual when he smiled .

He dragged the steel pipe in his hand and followed Baishi slowly. The rain in the sky made the dim street lights on the street fall into a sad atmosphere.

He walked unhurriedly, counting his steps to keep a certain distance from Baishi.He is more familiar with this place than Shiraishi, so it is like playing

Like hide-and-seek, appearing in Baishi's sight for a while and disappearing for a while, he saw Baishi's expression in his eyes and then continued his weird game without moving.

It wasn't until Baishi was blocked in a dead end that he approached Baishi step by step, holding the cold steel pipe in his hand.

He remembered that he was laughing all the time, and when he came back to his senses, he saw Shiraishi lying on the ground, and the light-colored T-shirt was stained with different shades of red by rainwater and blood.Baishi looked dying, Qingshan didn't know what to do, his mind was in a mess, like a mystery that he couldn't figure out.

Although he knew that he should call and send Baishi to the hospital, he never thought of it at the time.If, if he had not run away but sent Baishi to the hospital in time, he would not have suffered so much, at least the pain would have been relieved.

When Aoyama recalled that memory, he felt that he was a complete jerk.

"Scared? Why weren't you scared when those gangsters gave you marijuana? Scared by the younger brother who grew up with you? Don't be too funny." Rowling felt like she had heard the funniest joke in the world after hearing Qing Shan's words , she laughed "I really don't understand why you're here. Now, weed off?"

"……what."

"It seems that your complexion is not very good. The time has not been going smoothly, right?" Rowling noticed that Qingshan's eyes were light blue and purple, and there was no flesh on his face. Compared with the last time we met, he was much thinner.

"Sister Luo Lin..." Qingshan's voice was a little hoarse, since he met Shiraishi, he has been unable to sleep well.As soon as he closed his eyes, he felt Shiraishi's emerald eyes staring at him in the dark, cursing his cruelty and cowardice.

He hurt Shiraishi himself, so he always dreamed that he came to disturb his sleep, and he thought this was the punishment he deserved.

"Don't think that I care about you." Rowling turned away and explained, "I'm just used to being kind."

"Then... did Sister Rowling tell Rhodes about this?"

"What did you say, that you smoke marijuana?" Rowling paused, "Of course not, I still helped you maintain the final image. You told me that you came to Japan to explain to Rhodes that you think smoking marijuana by yourself What's the benefit of covering up Rhodes' image of a violent and unpredictable character with this fact?"

"..." Aoyama didn't speak, he pondered Rowling's words.In fact, he also knew that the explanation that he was smoking marijuana was just to smear his face, but when he heard that Shiraishi was in Japan, he still chased him desperately.

Maybe from the beginning, he didn't mean to explain at all, it was just an excuse he used to see Baishi.

"Do you think I didn't know that you were planning to play with Rhodes?" Rowling's eyes suddenly turned cold, and her original gentle look was replaced by a cold expression. Her words contained irony towards Qingshan, "Sister I have been in a society full of filthy adults for so many years, no matter how precocious you are, how could your tricks and small thoughts escape my eyes."

"What I regret most now is that I didn't take Rhodes away from you in time after discovering that you smoked marijuana."

"Sister... I know I was wrong, I really know it. I quit it, and I won't do anything excessive to Rhodes again." Qingshan's tone was full of pleading, he felt that he couldn't Without Baishi, Baishi is the memory of his entire childhood, his best friend, cutest brother, he doesn't want to let Baishi leave his world just like that.

"Rod's mother died in a car accident when he was five years old. He was in a car with his mother and was injured himself. He told me that his eyes were a little dizzy and his head was a little dizzy, but he could see clearly. Seeing his mother bleeding in front of him, slowly losing her breath. He said he wanted to call for help, but he couldn't make a sound." Rowling suddenly changed the subject at this time, "I was 15 years old at that time, from the moment my mother died Since then, I have decided to love my little brother like a mother."

"I can't remember when he met you when he was six or seven years old. Anyway, I remember that you taught him how to play." Rowling said, her eyes gradually turned red and her eyes were a little moist. Since the first car accident, he has become very introverted, and he is not in good health, he is shorter than his peers. Therefore, every time you take Rhodes out to play, I will ask you to protect him well."

"Do you remember your answer? You said you would protect him from getting hurt."

"...I'm sorry." Qing Shan didn't know what else he could say at this time, not only did he fail to protect Bai Shi well, but he also beat Bai Shi into that state with his own hands.This is a fact he can't justify.

"I'm sorry, can you solve the problem?"

"..."

"Grey, you have too much self-esteem to accept that others are stronger than you, and you can't stand the temptation. You have uncontrollable ambition in your bones. You like Rhodes and love him like a younger brother, but you don't want him to be under your control." Control, and don't want him to be stronger than you."

Rowling said firmly, as if she had seen through the person in front of her, "Even if you won't hurt him because of marijuana, you will hurt him because of other things in the future. I don't think my speculation is wrong, do you think Woolen cloth?"

Qingshan lowered his head and remained silent for a while before he said, "Rhode is indeed a very talented kid. He is higher than me in basketball talent. I admit that I was jealous of him."

"What's the point of you telling me this? Even if you tell me everything honestly now, I won't forgive you. The meeting with you is just out of courtesy to old friends, and of course I want to make it clear to you " After finishing what she wanted to say, Rowling put down the teacup she had been holding in her hand, picked up the bag she put aside, and was about to get up.

"Is there ever a time when a person has not made a mistake? Sister Rowling, wait!" Seeing that Rowling was about to leave, Aoyama hurriedly got up and grabbed Rowling, his voice was full of panic, he couldn't let Rowling leave, Rowling was He was the only person who could keep in touch with Baishi. He originally hoped that Rowling would listen to his words and let him reconcile with Baishi.

Rowling's heart has always been soft, no matter how much someone has done to her, as long as it is someone she really cares about, she will give him a chance.Her mantra is "There are only three things, and everyone makes mistakes." He always remembers this.

But he forgot that this woman has a bottom line, and that is her brother.

For her younger brother, this woman clearly wants to go to school early but still detours to send her younger brother to elementary school every day; for her younger brother, this woman once used her thin body to stand in front of her younger brother and fight with three high school students; Brother, this woman can take him across the ocean from the United States to Japan alone, just to make him forget those sad things...

This woman is powerful, in every sense of the word.

"Let go, do you want me to give you a detailed example of what you did?" Rowling shook off Aoyama, her eyes were so cold that she looked more like Shiraishi, which made Aoyama a little dazed.

"Sister..." Qingshan's voice contained sadness and pleading that people couldn't refuse.

"This is the last time I have a good talk with you. This holiday, I will take Rhodes back to the United States to see Dad. I hope you will not be here when we come back." Rowling turned to Qingshan before leaving, like an elder Said "Honestly, I think the United States is more suitable for you."

Aoyama didn't see Rowling off, he sat back in his seat and looked at the green tea that Rowling had been holding in his hand with a blank expression.

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