nashuaworldcup Chapter 189 Just try it with me?
Chapter 189 Just try it with me?
Was Mo Yuankai confessing to him just now? Chi Yu realized it belatedly, and his brain, which had just resumed thinking, began to work rapidly.
Although someone had confessed to him before, they were all female classmates. He was not interested in girls, and he did not feel anything except to reject their confessions. But now, after hearing Mo Yuankai's confession...
Wait, Chi Yu suddenly realized a problem. He had never revealed his sexual orientation in front of Mo Yuankai, so how did Mo Yuankai know? If he didn't know, wouldn't he be worried that I liked a girl and failed to confess? Chi Yu thought.
He poked his head out from under the quilt and asked the man next to him curiously, "No, how do you know my sexual orientation?"
Mo Yuankai looked at him, "Didn't you like He Ci before?"
"..." After hearing this, Chi Yu couldn't help but recall everything that happened before, "Is it that obvious?"
"Have."
"Okay, if you say there is one, then there is one." Chi Yu didn't want to continue arguing about this matter.
Mo Yuankai hesitated for a moment and asked, "Do you still like him now?"
Chi Yu turned his head to look at him, his gaze penetrating the darkness in the room to see into Mo Yuankai's eyes. He responded to the man calmly and seriously, "That's not love." There was no reluctance or regret in Chi Yu's tone.
It was not until today that Chi Yu realized that his feelings for He Ci could not be considered romantic love at all.
He was very dependent on He Ci, and had been like this since the day he met He Ci. He Ci had saved him at the risk of his own life, and had always been by his side to comfort him when he lost his loved ones, and had also taken care of him in every way when they were at Yugui Villa.
Since then, Chi Yu has been particularly trusting of He Ci. As long as He Ci is around, he will feel extremely at ease. He once thought that this was love, because Chi Yu could not imagine what his situation would be like after leaving He Ci. Before Shou Sui appeared, he had always taken this love for He Ci for granted.
After learning that Shou Sui was with He Ci, Chi Yu felt that her relationship had ended before it even began.
No matter what kind of heartbreak it is, the word "heartbreak" is a word that makes people feel regretful and uncomfortable. Chi Yu has seen too many classmates around him who are heartbroken because of heartbreak, because they lost the person they always depended on and trusted, and they lost their appetite, couldn't sleep at night, and even started to commit suicide at a young age.
These real-life examples made Chi Yu think that he would also suffer from a broken heart. But in the days that followed, he did not feel much pain physically and mentally. He was still able to eat and sleep. The only thing that made him angry was that Shou Sui was secretly with He Ci but lied to him that he was straight!
In this regard, Chi Yu had to think deeply about what kind of feelings he had for He Ci. Recalling the moments he had spent with He Ci in the past, Chi Yu realized that his feelings for He Ci were pure, more like a close friend, like a relative, rather than a lover.
It stands to reason that he is at the age of full of vigor and vitality, and it is impossible for him to not have some thoughts and feelings when facing the person he likes? But even when he was alone with He Ci and inevitably had some physical contact, he did not have those feelings of blushing and heartbeating, let alone the feeling of being moved and having wild thoughts. All he had was peace of mind, and all he thought was that He Ci was so good to him, just like a real brother, and he was so lucky, and other pure thoughts like that.
Could it be that He Ci is not charming enough? But among the survivors of Yugui Villa, several girls have a crush on him, not to mention that Huo He, who was rescued by He Ci, is very fond of him. How could it be that He Ci is not charming enough?
It was not until this moment that Chi Yu suddenly realized that He Ci really made him feel more like his relatives and close friends.
Although Shousui's appearance did make Chi Yu feel a crisis, what he was afraid of was that He Ci's warmth towards him, like that of a close family member, would be taken away.
So, when Shou Sui was with He Ci, Chi Yu found that his brother He Ci was not taken away. He Ci still took care of him as always and treated him like a brother. Moreover, he also had Shou Sui who treated him the same way as He Ci. How could he be sad? Chi Yu felt that he was even happier.
From then on, Chi Yu clearly realized that before he "broke up", it was not even unrequited love.
When Mo Yuankai asked him that question, he had already imagined that Chi Yu's answer might be "like" or "dislike", but he never expected this answer.
However, this answer made Mo Yuankai feel much more comfortable than he had expected.
Mo Yuankai leaned on the bed and moved closer to Chi Yu. The man suddenly raised his hand and touched Chi Yu's cheek, "Can you give me a chance?"
Facing the man's approach, Chi Yu couldn't help but think of the goodnight kiss last time. Suddenly, Chi Yu became inexplicably nervous again, and the heart that had finally calmed down in his chest began to beat wildly again. He took Mo Yuankai's hand away, and moved to the side again uncomfortably, keeping at least half a foot away from the man, "Didn't I say I would give you an answer tomorrow? I'm sleepy and I'm going to sleep."
"It's past midnight." Mo Yuankai smiled slyly. Afraid that Chi Yu wouldn't believe him, he took out his pocket watch and a flashlight to show it to Chi Yu. "It's already the second day."
"..." Chi Yu suddenly felt like he was being fooled. He said unconvincedly, "It's not even daybreak yet! So it doesn't count!"
"Just try it with me." Mo Yuankai's tone suddenly became serious again.
"But how can humans and zombies be together?" Chi Yu was already a little overwhelmed when he thought about the racial difference between them, and now he didn't know how to respond.
"Why not? Aren't He Ci and Shou Sui together?"
"That's different." Since he learned in Lin'an County that He Ci was bitten by Shou Sui, and later when he was taking refuge in City B, Mo Yuankai was poisoned by amber and accidentally turned into a zombie by Shou Sui, which saved his life. At that time, Chi Yu already knew that they were different. The reason why He Ci was not infected with the zombie virus after being bitten and could stay with Shou Sui without being affected was because he was protected by the system.
And he is just an ordinary person.
"What's the difference? Besides, I'm only half a corpse. I can control myself now, control the killing desire of a zombie, and switch freely between human and zombie." Mo Yuankai retorted unwillingly.
"Are you scared?"
"Don't worry, even after being with you, I won't touch you casually and I will never hurt you. I just... I just really want to be with you."
Mo Yuankai said with some stammering.
"The moment you ran towards me without hesitation and regardless of the danger during the day, I wanted to take this step. I don't want to have any regrets in the future."
Chi Yu was stunned. Although the light around him was so dim that he couldn't see the man's expression, this time Chi Yu heard it very clearly. Mo Yuankai was indeed confessing to him very seriously.
Even though the other party didn't have flowers in her hands and there wasn't any memorable romantic scene specially arranged, Chi Yu was still so excited that her heart was pounding so hard that it almost echoed throughout the room.
"I'm not afraid. How could I be afraid with Brother Heci and Shousui around me? I also believe that you won't hurt me." Chi Yu explained.
Mo Yuankai's heart skipped a beat, and he asked anxiously, "So, you... don't like me?"
As if she could hear the uneasiness and disappointment in the man's tone, Chi Yu denied it without hesitation, "No."
"What's that for?"
"I'm afraid that if one day... they keep you awake until the New Year, they will blame you, and I'm also afraid that you will blame yourself." Chi Yu raised her hand and touched Mo Yuankai's face, gently stroking the smooth skin with her fingertips, and the gentle movements seemed particularly cautious.
Mo Yuankai grabbed his wrist and couldn't help but pull Chi Yu into his arms. "No way, I won't let that day come!"
After a moment of silence, Chi Yu murmured in Mo Yuankai's arms, "How about... give it a try? I, I also have a good impression of you."
"You agreed?" Mo Yuankai smiled and held Chi Yu's face.
The man's slightly hot breath sprayed around Chi Yu's eyes as the distance got closer. Chi Yu blinked and lowered his head in embarrassment, only humming "hmm" with his nasal tone.
Mo Yuankai hugged him tighter in excitement. Chi Yu felt a little short of breath and pushed him away, shouting in a muffled voice, "Don't hold me so tight, I can't breathe!"
Upon hearing this, Mo Yuankai quickly loosened his grip and let go of Chi Yu. He held Chi Yu's face and kissed her thin lips, whose outline could only be vaguely seen.
The sudden kiss caught Chi Yu off guard, and by the time he reacted, a nimble tongue had already entered his mouth. Unlike the last time when he only tasted it briefly, the man's passionate and eager kiss seemed to make the tip of his tongue that broke through the teeth run wild, sweeping the golden saliva between his lips and teeth.
Chi Yu instinctively put her arms around Mo Yuankai's neck and responded to him.
Mo Yuankai let him go only when they were both breathing heavily from the kiss. He looked unsatisfied and said, "Your kiss is so sweet."
"It's getting late, go to bed, good night, darling~" After the long kiss, Mo Yuankai's tone was filled with unconcealable joy.
Sleeping on you big head ghost! Chi Yu really wanted to curse him, kissing him so energetically that it almost aroused the dormant desire in his body. But the man said good night after removing his lips and tongue, ignoring the fact that he was about to raise his head halfway!
Chi Yu was already having trouble sleeping, and now she was even more unable to sleep because of Mo Yuankai's confession and kiss.