Chaos Le Zilong's Journey Through the Heavens

Chapter 244 Try

Seeing Ronnie's firm attitude, the seeker hesitated for a moment before speaking.

"Like I said before, the power of chaos carries with it a disordered chaotic will. Based on my current understanding of Mr. Ulduar, if you want to defeat or drive the ancient god's followers out of this world, you must actively accept the chaotic will."

"Taking the initiative to accept?"

Ronnie couldn't help but frown.

"Even if I don't actively accept it, I will still be assimilated by chaos."

"No, no, no, acceptance and assimilation are different." The Seeker explained, "Assimilation means you are forced to blend into the chaos, while acceptance means you actively become a part of the chaos. According to my guess, your current situation should be that your main body is in the chaos, and you are being assimilated by the chaos around you bit by bit. The more you assimilate, the more chaos you can control, but the premise is that you are within a certain threshold."

As he spoke, the seeker used magic to form a diagram to explain.

"Look, there are two circles nested together. The black circle on the outside represents chaos, and the white circle in the middle represents your body. The gray part on the white circle is the assimilated area. The current situation is that the white circle inside is being assimilated by the black circle bit by bit. Although the white circle seems to be able to last for a long time, there is always a limit. Therefore, what you need to do now is to actively expand the gray part until the black circle turns gray in turn."

"So, I need to actively accept chaos?"

Hearing Ronnie's somewhat uncertain words, the Seeker nodded.

"Yes, but considering the assimilation of chaos, you can try to accept only the part about thinking and will. After all, this part is the simplest. As long as you maintain absolute rationality, it will be enough for you to accept more chaos."

"Absolute rationality..."

Ronnie murmured softly, and he suddenly remembered that when he first came here, he was emotionally indifferent and remained absolutely rational almost all the time.

At that time, the system's evaluation was that I had an unprecedented strong talent. Perhaps this was the reason why I was chosen.

After all, to fight against chaos, the first and most important thing is to prevent your thinking from being assimilated.

However, Ronnie now has the talent of 'heartlessness' and 'passionate heart' merged into the 'eternal heart'.

Originally, Ronnie thought that this talent would only allow him to have normal emotions, and perhaps this talent had other uses.

"I see. Wait for me to study it."

After saying that, Ronnie found a random seat and sat down, then opened the long-missed system panel to study it.

Seeing this, the seeker shrugged and turned back to do his own experiment.

Ronnie, on his side, immersed his mind in the system panel, focusing on the Eternal Heart in the talent column.

[Talent: Eternal Heart: (An unprecedentedly powerful and unique talent. Your mind is almost unshakable and immune to most negative influences of the mind. You finally gain normal emotions and get rid of the indifference of the indifferent sand sculpture.)]

Ignoring the stupid comments that followed, Ronnie focused on the "almost unshakable thinking".

"My mind is almost unshakable..."

Ronnie muttered softly.

After all, even those strong men standing on the pyramid in the void, if they are assimilated by chaos, their thinking will inevitably become crazy.

When Ronnie was assimilated by chaos, his mind did not become crazy like that of other creatures. Apart from the muttering and talking that was a bit noisy, there was almost no other impact. Therefore, this talent could definitely be described as unprecedentedly powerful.

However, just by looking at these few sentences, apart from knowing that you will not be easily influenced and driven crazy, you know nothing else.

This is not the first time that Ronnie has called this system stupid. Apart from a little introduction, everything else needs to be explored by oneself.

Forget it, I won’t curse this stupid system anymore.

Shaking his head, Ronnie began to recall the two talents before the fusion, namely 'Heartless' and 'Passionate Heart'.

If you only look at the good side, the former allows you to have absolute rationality, while the latter allows you to have normal emotions.

Ronnie's eyes lit up as he suddenly thought of something.

The reason why Ronnie was hesitant about accepting the thinking and will brought by chaos assimilation was mainly because he was afraid that he would lose his normal emotions.

If he loses all his emotions, when facing Soros and others, Ronnie will become the emotionless idiot who only knows how to complain. This is something Ronnie will never allow.

Perhaps I can seal up my true heart, that is, the emotions I have towards Soros and others, and then only show my emotionless side. Maybe I can really give it a try.

Do it as soon as you think of it. Ronnie sealed up the most sincere and warm emotions towards Soros and others in his mind memory, put them in the corner of his mind, and added layers of defense to isolate them. When he needed the emotions, he would connect them.

The moment emotions were sealed, the happy memories with Soros and others suddenly became dull.

It was as if Soros, whom Ronnie regarded as his beloved, was just a person who knew that He was his partner. No, now Soros no longer felt like a person to Ronnie, but an object like a stone on the roadside, which made Ronnie unable to raise any emotions.

Ronnie looked at his hands, then turned to look at the mirror-like surface of the equipment in the laboratory, and looked at his own familiar face. The pair of originally beautiful blood-gold eyes had lost their original spirit, and even the sand sculpture was gone. The eyes were just extremely dull, like a pool of stagnant water.

He raised his hand and touched his chest.

From the very beginning, Ronnie was just a monster covered with a layer of dragon skin on the outside and nothing inside. Before, in order to make himself look like a normal creature, Ronnie even created various organs in his body.

But now, the heart that used to beat vigorously no longer has the slightest fluctuation.

Ronnie used his claws to dig open his chest and found that it was filled with a gray mass, and the gray that represented chaos seemed to be beating even more violently.

"Is this what it looks like when I lose my emotions? How boring."

Ronnie's reason told him that he couldn't let himself lose his emotions, otherwise he would just be a part of chaos, no different from being dead. He wanted to recreate a beating heart to prove that he was still alive.

But reason told him that such behavior was meaningless.

In the end, Ronnie just relied on Soros's face in his memory, even though it was beginning to blur, to forcibly create a meaningless heart.

After doing all this, Ronnie wanted to start trying to accept the chaotic thinking and will, but he stopped and reconnected with his emotions.

When Soros' face became clear again in his memory, Ronnie couldn't help but cover his chest and breathe rapidly.