nashuaworldcup Chapter 214 "Sister, when will you be able to see me at all?"
Chapter 214 "Sister, when will you be able to see me at all?"
The winter night was cold, with sparse snow and chilly wind, but the charcoal fire burning in the room made it much warmer.
The quilt was thick, made of the softest silk and the most comfortable material, and the satin was gorgeously embroidered with excellent craftsmanship. Indeed, the villa that Chu Xingchen built for her was no less elegant than the Princess's Palace in terms of interior decoration, food, clothing, and daily necessities.
Chu Xingchen and Su Yingxue were separated by a quilt, she was under the quilt and he was above it.
Su Yingxue breathed in the air deeply. He had just let her go after kissing her until she was powerless to resist. At this moment, she just wanted to breathe in a few more breaths of oxygen so that her brain could function better.
"Chu Xingchen," Su Yingxue's eyes were cold. She was much more sober and spoke to him softly.
"Chu Xingchen, I want to talk to you." After completing her homework these days, Su Yingxue realized that she needed to do all these homework just to please Chu Xingchen.
She didn't want to conflict with him. Su Yingxue suddenly remembered that when she was in modern times, she was introverted and gentle, and would never reject anyone.
Perhaps when Chu Xingchen showed his affection to her at the beginning, or when he forcefully kissed her for the first time, she should have told him clearly that she would not be with him and it was impossible for her to be with him.
She didn't refuse at first because she has always been very easy to talk to and rarely refuses people, so she didn't know how to refuse.
Because of this, she missed the best opportunity to explain things to him.
Now, she wants to set things right.
"What to talk about?" Chu Xingchen raised his eyebrows slightly and said coldly, "Xingchen doesn't want to talk."
His handsome face was now covered with a hint of sarcasm and alienation, and even his eyes were filled with coldness. His lips mocked nonchalantly, "What will Sister talk about with Xing Chen?"
Chu Xingchen's voice is a little hoarse, but has an inexplicable charm and sexiness. Just like modern voice actors, his voice is very charming and nice to hear.
"Why don't we let Xingchen tell us what my sister wants to talk about?"
Chu Xingchen said coldly, "Sister wants to say, first, sister doesn't like Xingchen."
"Second, Xingchen shouldn't keep my sister here. My sister longs for freedom, so Xingchen should let her go."
"Third, Xingchen should consider Ajie's feelings. If Ajie doesn't like Xingchen, Xingchen should let Ajie go and let Ajie pursue the person she loves and bless Ajie. This is probably what Ajie wants to say."
Chu Xingchen looked at Su Yingxue coldly. Without saying a word, he saw the person under him with eyes wide open. The girl's eyes were full of recognition and hope.
But in his eyes, those recognitions and hopes were like sharp arrows and ice piercing the softest part of his heart.
He knew that his sister would not fall in love with him because of his efforts, nor would she change because of his changes.
She only had the merchant's son in her heart.
"Chu Xingchen, since you know everything, why?" Su Yingxue's eyes sparkled. She was a little confused. She didn't understand why he treated her like this if he knew everything as clearly as a mirror.
He knew she didn't love him, yet he was still so intimate with her. With his current power, who wouldn't he want? Instead of finding someone she disliked so much, why not find someone who understood her feelings?
"Why?" Chu Xingchen heard the voice, and the last trace of tenderness in his eyes slowly faded away, leaving only anger and ridicule. He asked coldly, "Why? Sister, don't you know?"
"If my brother doesn't restrain me, I'll go find that merchant's son tomorrow!"
"If my brother doesn't fight for it like this, will he have any place in my eyes?"
"My sister's heart and eyes are filled with that brother Mo. Even when she was drunk on Phoenix Terrace and spoke the truth, she was thinking of him!"
"But sister, what's so good about that man? He's just a merchant's son. He has no official position and is powerless to protect you."
"If the four major families and my sister were to make trouble, with his ability, he wouldn't be able to protect my sister at all."
"How can he help my sister recover the Nangong family's inheritance and troops from the four great families?"
"How can he be considered equal to my sister? Do you really want to lower yourself to become the mistress of a mere merchant family with him?"
"Facing the tedious daily grind of running a clan, paving his way through these shabby pursuits, is this what my sister wants?"
Chu Xingchen's eyes were cold, but his mind was clear. He knew Su Yingxue's heart, but he just didn't want to let go.
In the long rest of his life, since God allowed him to dream of everything in his previous life in this life, it was giving him another chance to change the outcome.
In this life, and for the rest of his life, even if he had to use every possible means, he would never let her leave his sight or his side.
He died alone in his previous life. He realized too late that love and gratitude are different. He felt sorry for her and missed her, and he also let Su Liyue down.
But in this life, he was clear-headed and obsessive, persistent and clear that what he wanted was Su Yingxue. He believed that he could not be so generous and let her be with the person she loved.
What's more, Mo Yunsheng couldn't protect her at all and was not worthy of her. He was not a good match for her.
"Chu Xingchen, love is something that cannot be forced." Su Yingxue was a little surprised to see his excited expression. Su Yingxue did not expect that he would say so much to her.
"Sister," Chu Xingchen also realized that he might have been too excited just now, but he really couldn't do it, he couldn't let her go.
Chu Xingchen felt that he was not great. Even if she thought he was selfish, paranoid, stubborn, and overbearing, and didn't like it, he would rather keep her than lose her.
At the very least, he is more capable of stirring up trouble in the Dasheng court than Mo Yunsheng.
At least, Chu Xingchen felt that he could protect Su Yingxue and the people around her better than Mo Yunsheng, whether they were from her Nangong family or the Princess's Palace.
Only he, Chu Xingchen, has the ability to protect her and is willing to protect her from the harm of those people.
But Chu Xingchen himself didn't understand why Su Yingxue was always so stubborn. She would rather chase after Mo Yunsheng, who was nothing but a pretty face, at all costs, but was unwilling to look back at him?
Chu Xingchen recalled that day, when he had meticulously prepared for her a short play, fireworks in the sky above the Phoenix Terrace, and Hundred Flowers Wine. However, what he got in return was not her being moved by his efforts, but she was calling someone else's name in front of him.
So that night, he was angry.
Chu Xingchen was extremely angry and heartbroken, so he couldn't help but press her down on the Phoenix Stage, melting all his anger and love into her, making her accept him irresistibly and bow down to him.
Only when he had those beautiful moments with her under the fireworks that night did Chu Xingchen realize that they were the comfort for his humble and hopeless love.
At least when she bowed down before him, she was truly his poppy, his poppy alone.
"Sister, Xingchen can become anything you want him to be, but sister, why are you so stubborn? Why don't you want to look back at me?" Chu Xingchen's eyes were filled with sadness, and his words were filled with endless longing and desolation.
"Sister, when will you be able to see me better?"
He seemed to be asking her, but also seemed to be asking himself.