Pokémon: I'm a detective, not the sixth one.

Chapter 549 Uncontrollable Hatred (Part )

My name is Mengge Cactus, and I was born in a desolate desert.

A Pu never acknowledged that I was his companion elf, but I am willing to protect him all his life until my death.

We met on a rainy night 5 years ago and parted forever at dusk 46 days ago.

To be honest, I still haven't fully accepted his departure to this day. I always think it's a nightmare that I haven't woken up from.

I have secretly prayed to God countless nights, when the sun rises tomorrow, can A Pu come to my side as usual?

He would carry two bamboo baskets and give me one, and then we would go west together, talking and laughing, to collect lots and lots of volcanic ash and sell it for a very high price.

He would tell me about the tomorrow he was looking forward to, and I would give him a popsicle, then sit quietly by his side, watching the sunlight shine on his smiling face.

I don't know why everything happened so suddenly.

Am I demanding too much for happiness?

On August 8, when I completed Zygard's commission and finally returned to my hometown after more than half a year, there was no trace of Apu in Apu's house.

I noticed something was wrong at the first moment and went out to look for him like crazy, but in the end I found 13 letters and a suicide note at the place where we first met.

Those 13 letters spanned more than half a year when I was on duty. It seemed that every time A-Pu missed me, he would come here and leave a letter.

But what hit me hard was that the first letter, dated February 2, mentioned that he had an accident at work and now both his legs had been amputated!

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01

[Great hero, it’s nice to see you in person!]

It has been a month since I went to the factory for internship. It has been a long time since we last met! How have you been recently? The God of Order should think highly of you, right?

To be honest, I think I did something wrong in my operation, which caused heavy losses to the factory and I paid a heavy price for it.

What's even more embarrassing is that I still haven't figured out what went wrong. Am I really stupid? Hahaha!

Fortunately, President Afeng didn't make a fuss with me and gave me a large sum of compensation on behalf of the company! It's enough for Xiaoying and I to have no worries about food and clothing!

Unfortunately, I lost my legs in this accident. Now I am like a little carrot, and can only crawl slowly on the ground with my hands. Eh? Speaking of which, I seem to be about the same size as you before you evolved! Haha! 】

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The tone of A Pu's letter was very light-hearted, but I couldn't laugh at all.

How strong must his mentality and will be to cover up the pain and sorrow behind it?

My tears suddenly welled up in my eyes. I wanted to hug him tightly and comfort him, but my body was covered with thorns and I could never express my feelings with a hug.

And when I saw the content of the second letter, I was even more devastated.

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02

[Here I am again, great hero!]

Xiaoying went to the city to buy daily necessities today, so I came here secretly to send you a letter like I did last time! 】

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I burst into tears when I read the first two sentences.

So, he had always sent me letters by himself, without Xiaoying's help?

In other words, he only relied on his own hands to cross several kilometers of obstacles? ? How much did he want to talk to me!!!

I cannot describe the condemnation I feel for myself in words. Why couldn't I spare some time to go home and spend a few days with A-Pu during these past six months? ?

Tears blurred my eyes, but I still didn't want to miss a single word. Even if the sharp thorns on my palms would scratch myself, I would still erase the obstacles in front of me!

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02

[Xiaoying has become much more fashionable recently, and she dresses like an otherworldly fairy! If you see her, you will definitely be dazzled!

However, I always feel that something has changed about her. She used to not be picky about vegetables and fruits, but now she must eat the freshest and most juicy imported ones.

But I support her choice. After all, there have been earth-shaking changes in our family, and now Xiaoying can hold up the whole sky!

She got a job as a print model, and it seemed that President A Feng helped introduce her to him. Did you know that this is an industry that only big stars like Miss Karuna can get involved in?

I knew Xiaoying could do it. It was me who buried her talent and failed to discover her potential in the past.

Speaking of this, I can't help but feel ashamed. Seeing you and Xiaoying thriving, I have become a burden to this family.

Alas, fate plays tricks on us and things in the world are so unpredictable!

Xiaoying said that she followed President Afeng to make money so that she could heal my legs one day. Big cities have great medical technology, but the capital requirements are also relatively higher!

I was very happy to hear this, but I didn't want to see her so tired.

Maybe I should think of a way to allow both of you to fully display your wings without having to worry about me anymore!

But is there really such a way? 】

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When I finished reading this letter, I had actually guessed the content of the last one - the suicide note.

The huge change in life and the huge psychological gap became the invisible force that pushed A Pu off the cliff.

In the following letters, I could sense the change in his mentality. He seemed to be thinking every day that he was a burden and thinking every day about how to make our lives better.

Moreover, the changes in Xiaoying mentioned in his letter also concerned me very much.

Although he writes in a light-hearted way, I am the person who knows him best in the world! A-Pu must have noticed something, but he never vents his negative emotions on me.

According to his logic and habits of writing letters, he always uses a paragraph to describe how well he is doing, a paragraph to write about Xiaoying's recent situation, and then a paragraph to greet me and express his longing for me.

However, what a person prioritizes in a letter often indicates what he lacks the most.

A Pu always said that he was doing well and told me not to worry. But if he was really doing well, would I need to describe it in detail? I already knew it!

With many questions in mind, I began to try to piece together the parts about Xiaoying and President Afeng. These two people were the ones mentioned most frequently in the letter besides me.

Since February, Xiaoying's personality has been obviously different from the one I knew.

A Pu said that she went to the city very frequently, sometimes staying for several days, and her income seemed to be very good.

But I have a question. In my impression, they are a loving couple, but now Xiaoying seems to have no concern for Apu's ability to live independently? He has lost both legs! Does he really not need someone to take care of him? ?

Besides, since she made so much money, why didn't she find a caregiver for A-Pu, or even buy him a pair of prosthetic limbs? With the current level of technology in society, prosthetic limbs shouldn't be particularly expensive, right?

Where did Xiaoying spend all the money she earned? Was it just on her own clothes?

At least in the letter, I didn't see any description of Apu's improved quality of life. With his optimistic personality, if Xiaoying really bought him something, he would have happily shown it off to me, right?

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