One thousand reasons to break up

Chapter 18:

The air was filled with the smell of fireworks, which was a bit pungent. Gu Youxue ran to a relatively open place, and the smell of fireworks faded a little.

There was a sound of explosions in the sky, accompanied by the fireworks that bloomed for a moment. Gu Youxue didn't have the time to appreciate them too much. At 11:54, she immediately pressed the dial button and dialed Bai Tingmo's number.

"Bai Tingmo! Happy New Year~" Gu Youxue jumped up happily when she heard the call was connected.Although the phone call was made at noon, why is it that I hear Bai Tingmo's voice now, as if I haven't heard it for decades?

Did you see the family you haven't seen for a long time, and suddenly feel the feeling you had before time travel?Although everything was festive outside, Gu Youxue's heart was always filled with sadness. Only he knew that this world would become more and more lonely.

"Well, you too, what are you doing? Why is it so noisy around?"

"I'm outside. There are all kinds of firecrackers and firecrackers outside. There is also a family that has turned up the sound of the Spring Festival Gala. I can hear it here. What about you?" Gu Youxue covered her ears and spoke loudly. The phone roared.

"I'm also watching the Xiaochun Gala, now Yang Yuying and Mao Ning are on."

"Ah, yes, it's almost 12 o'clock. Hunan TV has sung this song many times. The lyrics written by Ouyang Changlin are great. Let's sing together!" Gu Youxue smiled happily.

"No, the chorus is a bit sad, and we can't celebrate the New Year together." Bai Tingmo replied.

"Let's celebrate the new year together" has been sung many times in the Hunan TV Xiaonian Gala, and its status in the Hunan Xiaochun Gala is no less than CCTV's "Unforgettable Tonight". It was originally a very warm song, but Bai Tingmo felt a little desolate.

Every year when everyone is reunited, it is the day when he is separated from the person he loves the most. Every year when everyone celebrates, he and I can only talk about our thoughts on the phone.

"Sing, we can celebrate the new year together in the future, and I will spend every new year with you in the future!" Gu Youxue shed a tear in the sound of celebration, thinking so much, thinking so much, really wanting to celebrate the new year with you, spend it together Every spring and autumn, until old age.

[Snowflakes are floating, wintersweet is blooming, spring is after winter, firecrackers are ringing and laughter is joyous, the year of the rabbit is the year of the dragon]

Gu Youxue sang silently. Although time keeps passing by, if you can cherish and grasp the beauty of this moment, it is also a kind of souvenir and beauty. Gu Youxue felt that Bai Tingmo's voice came slowly from the phone, although it was very Faint, but Bai Tingmo is indeed singing with him.

There is a kind of happiness and beauty in the voice, but more, it is the nostalgia and vicissitudes of time and vicissitudes. Why do you have this feeling?

[Spring is the best all year round, looking forward to the New Year after a busy year, thousands of families are full of warmth, happy reunion from all over the world]

The atmosphere of Chinese New Year is like this, everyone is busy, all year round, who doesn't want to be with their relatives and loved ones? 10 years later, life was very embarrassing, my family had quarrels, my parents were no longer the same as before, my grandpa passed away, my grandma collapsed, and it was difficult for the whole family to really get together during the Chinese New Year, and it was just myself and my parents, and then Parents had a meal together in a cold war.

It feels so good to do it all over again now, Gu Youxue couldn't help but red eyes once again thinking about what happened in the future.

[Let the big warm family hold each other heart and hand, let's celebrate the New Year together]

[Cultivate a beautiful homeland with confidence, and sincerely wish the New Year]

【Stretch out your hands, embrace the spring, let's celebrate the new year together】

【Difficult to get to know each other and love each other forever】

Gu Youxue listened to Bai Tingmo's magnetically familiar voice, this counts as celebrating the New Year together?The voices from the TV, Gu Youxue's voice, Bai Tingmo's voice, and the festive fireworks sounded at the same time at this moment.

"Bai Tingmo, I love you..."

11 points.

"I love you too....."

12 points.

The surrounding area was noisier than before. It seemed that at that moment, only the words "Happy New Year" remained in the whole world. Many families started to fire cannons, and Gu Youxue couldn't hear what Bai Tingmo said next. something.

"It's really noisy over there."

"It's okay, it's enough for me to hear the key parts!" Gu Youxue's heart was warm, she was so excited that she couldn't speak, and she held back for a long time before saying "Oh yes, happy new year~"

"Well, you too..."

"However, when can we really spend the New Year together?"

"It will definitely be possible in the future."

Well, in the future..... is it really possible... Actually, let's not talk about the future, as it is now, it's already very good.

There are too many people in the world who love each other and cannot be together, too many people face the moment of reunion but can only separate, too many people do not have the warmth of love and are lonely, it is already very good for me to be like this.

Each of us, isn't it because of love and being loved that we form together, won't we feel lonely and lonely?

It's great to have someone you love by your side...

Although you are not by my side, I can still feel the warmth.

"Maybe, I'm going back, so how about this, hang up?" Although Gu Youxue was very reluctant, but if she didn't go back, her mother would be worried, too. There was nothing to hang out by herself at such a late hour .

"Well, can you come out tomorrow?" Bai Tingmo asked, "No, it's today."

"Maybe not today, the house is messy, so we must clean up." Gu Youxue replied, "The day after tomorrow, we will be together for a few days the day after tomorrow, and then New Year's will not work."

It's the first time I hate Chinese New Year so much...

Because I can't celebrate the New Year with my favorite person during the New Year.

"Well, okay. You go back quickly, it's so late,"

"Hmm!" Gu Youxue hung up the phone, feeling empty in her heart.

This is the first time I have experienced the feeling of a long-distance relationship (...), it is not a long-distance relationship, it is just that we cannot be together during the Chinese New Year.

However, if the most important day of the year can't be with the most important person, then the other days will feel a little bleak, right?What if we can't be together on Valentine's Day, Christmas or whatever?

That...would be very disappointing, wouldn't it?

My heart will be empty, always thinking about the other party, looking at my phone at night and waiting for a call, I can wait for an hour.

This time, Gu Youxue really felt the feeling of longing spreading like a tide. Every pore of her seemed to be pouring out, and every breath she took seemed to feel the sweetness of the other party's kiss. It was obviously winter, but Feel the heat of summer.

Lying on the bed, she was already tired enough, but Gu Youxue didn't want to sleep at all. She was already used to sleeping with Bai Tingmo in just two days. Now that Bai Tingmo is not by her side, there is nowhere to vent her feeling of loneliness and loneliness. .

Gu Youxue hugged the quilt tightly, her legs were exposed outside, and the air conditioner was turned on. She didn't feel very cold, but was very hot. This kind of heat was felt from the bottom of her heart, a sense of excitement And a sense of suffocation, and a sense of mania.

Gu Youxue simply took off all her clothes, and was in a turmoil on the bed, unable to sleep at all, Bai Tingmo, what are you doing, are you already asleep?Still can't fall asleep like me, and miss me?

Gu Youxue fiddled with her own hard objects, and her mind was full of pictures of Bai Tingmo on her body. Although it was extremely shameful, it made people very eager. Her arms were about to collapse, but she still didn't want to stop.

In just over ten minutes, Gu Youxue had completely collapsed.

"Huh, I'm so tired..." I actually thought of Bai Tingmo's body and did this kind of thing ==!

I feel more and more ashamed.

"Are you asleep?" Gu Youxue picked up her phone and sent a text message to Bai Tingmo. 【Wash your hands! 】

"Not yet, haven't you slept yet?" Bai Tingmo replied in seconds.

Fuck?You haven't slept yet!

Gu Youxue sat up in shock and stared at the phone screen for a long time.

"What are you doing? Why haven't you slept so late?" Gu Youxue was afraid of being discovered by her parents, so she got into the quilt with her whole body and rolled up the quilt tightly [This is not good for eyes, please don't imitate 】

"I miss you, I can't sleep."

.....Haha, no matter how you listen to this kind of love talk, you won't get tired of it, on the contrary, you are very happy!

"Well, I also think you can't sleep, tell me a story!"

Bai Tingmo on the other side originally saw "I miss you too", and felt a little warmth in his heart, but when he continued to scan and saw "tell me a story", he couldn't help laughing, this Gu Youxue , The ability to play is really top-notch. At this time, I still have to tell stories.

"It's better not to tell stories or something, I really don't know how to tell stories."

"Ah, what should I do? I still really want to hear the story."

"..." This Gu Youxue is really enough!When did I have the bad habit of listening to a story before going to bed?

"I'll tell you a story in the future, and now I don't know what story to tell you."

"Then it's done, you must tell me a story before going to bed in the future!"

"must!"

Looking at the two words sent by Bai Tingmo, Gu Youxue suddenly felt warm in his heart. He knew that Bai Tingmo was not good at telling stories. When he said that he wanted to listen to stories, he just used Bai Tingmo's weakness that he knew before. It's just a little "bullying" of Bai Tingmo.

"It's getting late, go to bed early, when will you be free tomorrow?" Before he replied, Bai Tingmo sent another text message.

"Tomorrow night. I may continue to help my family clean up during the day. I may not be able to clean up today. There are more guests."

"Then let's have dinner together tomorrow night?"

"Okay, let me talk to my family first during the day, where shall we meet?"

"I'll pick you up tomorrow at 6 o'clock in the afternoon."

.....==!Why are you picking me up again?

Gu Youxue hesitated. Even if you know how to drive, you don't have a driver's license, and you're still driving around the city. What if something happens to you?

Forget it, Bai Tingmo shouldn't have an accident, and the driver's license is generally not checked in this city.

"Well, good night!" Gu Youxue sent it over, seeing that the other party stopped replying, she turned off the phone and charged it.

☆、The cohabitation moment ten years ago