back to his time

Chapter 56

accept again and again

In the middle of the night, I woke up from a nightmare.

My mind was still in a mess, and my headache was about to explode, as if I had been hit hard by some heavy object.I wanted to reach out and cover my heavy head, and I raised my hand several times, but I still couldn't do it successfully.

Such a simple action turned out to be so difficult for me.

It's incredible.

I tried to lift my foot, however, I suddenly noticed something.

I can't fucking find my feet...

My eyes widened and I tried my best to sit up with my upper body, but in the end I could only raise my neck a little bit, and my eyeballs almost fell out of their sockets because I looked too hard.

That's the foot.

What I thought was the pillow turned out to be the foot.One foot can feel a little bit, and it can be raised a little bit, which makes my current narrow field of vision a little bit different, and gives me a little bit of comfort in my desperate and frightened heart.

Fortunately, my feet are still there.

After confirming that my body is in good condition, I finally felt relieved.But after relaxing, I felt extremely thirsty, extremely thirsty, and now my head, which was relieved just now, began to ache again.

What's the situation now?

What's wrong with me?

My eyes were dazed, I tried not to faint, turned my neck with difficulty, and looked around.

There are white walls on all sides, the smell of disinfectant is permeating the nose, and there seems to be a corridor outside the door.The room was pitch black, and it should be late at night.

The corridor is very quiet, but occasionally you can hear children crying and adults whispering and coaxing.

This is...the hospital.

After reaching this conclusion, my body finally couldn't take it anymore.

Before he had time to call someone, the surrounding night had completely darkened, and he could not see his body, nor the faint white moonlight that penetrated through the gap outside the window.I can no longer feel any pain in my head, my feet are no longer numb, and all sensations have disappeared at this moment.

……

I stayed in the hospital for two months. From the first time I opened my eyes and regained my consciousness, I was weak. Later, I started to practice getting off the ground. I touched the cold stainless steel bed in the room, leaned on the gray wall, and practiced little by little. Walk, stumbling like a child learning to walk.

Falls down more than the kid in the next room.

Every time, I almost fell because of the swollen and weak feet, and I broke out in a cold sweat from fright.

After nearly falling down countless times, I finally regained some strength and allowed my feet to stand a little more securely.

Two weeks later, I was able to stand on my own without relying on the auxiliary tools on the wall, and I was able to walk from the room to the corridor alone.

During these two months, I consulted the doctor about the cause of my illness.

The doctor gave me the answer that I was injured by a falling object, which hit my head and feet at the time. Because of the severe head injury, my skull cracked and the nerve cords in my head were broken. The rescue hospital did not dare to accept me, so I had to be transferred urgently to the emergency operating room of the most authoritative brain hospital, where I underwent a 24-hour operation to pick up broken bones.

Fortunately, I escaped from the hands of death and saved my life by luck.

But, unfortunately, I lost most of my memory.

When I woke up on the first day, I couldn't even remember my own name, and it was only recently that I remembered it gradually.

But some of the most critical parts, I still can't remember.

At present, my only luggage in the hospital is a wallet.Inside the wallet is a small amount of cash and an ID card, but there is not even a card.

So, I used to worry about one thing for two months.

What is the most expensive bed in the world?

The answer is, hospital beds.

The daily cost of my hospital is hundreds of dollars, and even after the removal of the ventilator and oxygen, the cost of the simple drip and medicine is close to [-].After a month, the amount spent is huge.

I am afraid that one day I will be collected by the hospital.However, the nurse at the hospital told me that someone had paid for me in advance since I was hospitalized.

Two months later-

I took my wallet, changed into the clothes I had before entering the hospital, and left the hospital.

However, I'm at a loss on where to go.

I covered my face and sat on the edge of a flower bed by the roadside, with a dejected look on my face.

No matter what I thought, I couldn't remember where my home was, who my family was, or what my job was.

During the period after I woke up, no one came to see me.

At first, I thought the nurse forgot to tell me. I sat at the door of my ward for several days, but no one came to visit me.I also tried to find the name of the person who helped me advance the medical bills from the daily credit card bills.

However, the handwriting on it was very scribbled, as if he didn't want me to know who he was, and I couldn't even read his name clearly.

I, I seem to be abandoned by people who know me well.

I should find a cheaper hotel nearby and stay for one night, and think about the future when I wake up tomorrow. It should be like this.However, I don't want to think about it at all now. If I can, I really want to sit here forever.

"what!"

……

Obviously I am so unlucky, why do people still step on me...

Just step on it, why do you still press on me...

"Ah, I'm sorry, I'm sorry!"

I held my breath and stared coldly at the person in my arms.

This person is a man, he looks very thin, but that weight is not light at all. The weight of a grown man is on his body. You don't need to look to know that my back must have been hit.

This person kept his head down and apologized desperately to me, but he just refused to look up at me.

It's been a full 2 ​​minutes, and the man on top of me has been repeating the three words I'm sorry, like a mantra, and the anger in my chest is about to explode like a bomb!

I couldn't help but said it anyway.

"Hey, look up at me!"

Is it a man?

Why are you talking like a woman.

The person who had been apologizing to mother-in-law and mother-in-law finally raised his face and looked at me.

However, I froze when I saw this face.

His appearance is nothing, very ordinary, at most handsome, white and tender, like a college student who has just graduated from society, and wears glasses, full of student spirit.Obviously looks ordinary, but I still remember this person.

I know this person!

I remember seeing him.

But, what is his name?

Only two words, which two words?

I scratched my hair irritably, almost pulling it out, but I still couldn't remember the man's name.

"Hello, what's your name?"

The man looked at me submissively, quickly looked away, and said in a low voice.

"Rong Zi."

Correct!

That's the name.

I have forgotten everyone, but I only remember this person, who should have a lot to do with me.

This man made me find a way to restore my memory.

Maybe, if I follow this person, I will think of everything.

I looked at this man and smiled involuntarily, and I didn't even feel the pain from the scratches on my back.

This man seems timid and weak, but he is actually very defensive. No matter how hard I try, he will never let me approach his house.

In desperation, I could only temporarily stay in a hotel near his home.

This man, like a beam of warm sun in winter, made me feel a little warm, warm, and all the confusion and despair seemed to be temporarily far away from me.

That night, I slept soundly and peacefully.

I spent the rest of the time researching this man.

Because there was not much money left, the hotel happened to be recruiting a welcome waiter. My appearance matched everything, so I easily passed the interview and became a door attendant in the hotel.

Under my close observation, I finally got a general understanding of this man's situation.

Rong Zi is single and doesn't have a girlfriend. He rents a large studio room by himself. He works from nine to six and takes weekends off.Even with so much vacation time, he doesn't go out very much. Apart from going out to buy some food and daily necessities on weekends, he stays in the rented house.

It's just a standard otaku.

I didn't come in late or leave early at work because I desperately needed the money, I was desperate to do the job well, I was serious about doing the job perfectly, and a month later, I was promoted because of my outstanding performance.

From doorman to counter service clerk.

The work at the counter is relatively simple, there is no physical work, and the rest time is relatively stable, which allows me to spend more time to get close to Rong Zi.

I often create encounters with Rong Zi in places like supermarkets and vegetable markets.

I don't know if Rong Zi likes men, the only thing I know is that I can't do without Rong Zi.

If he doesn't like me, let me like him instead.

Rong Zi has a strange attraction to me.

Maybe, in the past, I once liked this man.

Rong Zi is a very simple man with a very simple life style, I like him like this.

However, no matter how I created the encounter with him, Rong Zi remained indifferent. Even the last time, he finally couldn't take it anymore and questioned me directly.

"Why do you keep following me? No matter how dull I am, the first time you hit me with a car in such a big supermarket, I would think it was accidental, but when you hit me the second time and the third time, I won't notice it anymore, I just Stupid."

He finally noticed my intentions, which made me finally relieved.

Rong Zi stared at me again.

"why are you laughing?"

I smiled wider at him.

I dragged him into a cafe.

"Actually, what I want to say is that I lost my memory, I only remember you..."

I told the young boy opposite me everything I knew.

However, as I spoke, I discovered one thing.

Rong Zi didn't seem to be listening to me, he was looking at me, and was about to say that he was watching my hand movements.

He also asked me.

Do you like drinking jasmine tea?Very few men would like to drink this.

I froze for a moment, then said with a smile.

Well, I like jasmine and I also like to drink tea, so this scented tea is the best for me.

What I didn't expect was that after hearing my words, Rong Zi would become distraught.

He stared at my hand, almost muttering to himself, his voice was very soft, but I could hear him clearly.

He said.

He also likes to touch the spoon while talking.He also likes to drink jasmine tea, and he also said exactly the same sentence.

I froze for a moment and didn't make a sound.

It was raining outside the cafe, but it seemed to be raining in the heart of the man sitting across from me in the cafe.He clenched the hand holding the coffee cup, trembling all over.

No matter what I say, I know that he has temporarily fallen into his own world.

Maybe, I am the one he said in his mouth.

After an in-depth meeting in a coffee shop, I settled down in Rong Zi's rented house.

The big single room is not big, it is quite big for one person, but it is a little crowded for two people.

In this small house, kitchen utensils and so on are basically complete.

During the month of living with Rong Zi, I gradually figured out the truest side of this man.

Although Rong Zi bought kitchen utensils, he doesn't know how to cook. He is best at cooking instant noodles. He rarely cooks porridge because he doesn't know how to stir-fry.It's not that he doesn't know how to fry, but it's really unpalatable, even worse than mine.

Rong Zi's sleeping position is very strange, like an insecure child who would curl up, wrap the quilt around himself, and then roll his whole body into my arms like a meat roll.

Rong Zi's temperament is sometimes very confused, he will forget things, he also has a slight crowd phobia, once he leaves this room, he will resist facing strangers, dare not make eye contact with strangers, will Nervously saying the wrong thing, or repeating a sentence several times.So, he doesn't go out much.

However, no matter how many shortcomings Rong Zi had, I couldn't take my eyes off him from the very beginning.

I don't know what's wrong with me, he is obviously a very ordinary man, in my eyes, all his behaviors are very cute, even the appearance of just waking up makes people want to pull him into his arms and kiss him.

Being alone for a long time made my inner impulse to want Rong Zi like a snowball, getting bigger and bigger, this kind of emotion swelled bigger and bigger, and my person became more and more strange.

Finally one night, Rong Zi and I went to bed.

According to Rong Zi, he is a man.Rong Zi is a natural GAY. Because of his sexual orientation, he was not understood by his family. He was kicked out of his home by his family. He fled to this city like a refugee, and tried to find what he thought was warmth in this prosperous and indifferent city.

Then, he couldn't avoid falling in love with that man.

As a result, the man said to him one day.

I'm sorry, Rong Zi, I'm just playing with you, I think it's over early.

Rong Zi asked that man why he chose him in the first place.

The man said.

Because you look cute, but now you're annoying me.

The words Rong Zi said when he was drunk became a fuse, igniting all my inner thoughts, including my residual memory.

I held Rong Zi's face in my arms, and kissed his lips one after another.

Rong Zi's whole body, I am most satisfied with his lips.

Red, thin, soft, not sexy, but cute.

Yes, the reason why I like Rong Zi is that he is very cute.

However, this reason is superficial.

After leaving Rong Zi, I suddenly discovered that the real reason I like Rong Zi is.

I, I want to live like someone like Rong Zi, laughing happily because of a simple thing, those sad things in this world seem to be far away from him.The Rong Zi I saw always faced me with a smile.

"what are you doing?"

Although drunk, Rong Zi still stretched out her hand and pushed me.He is resisting my approach.

I could only comfort him while taking off his pajamas.

Without the cover of pajamas, Rong Zi was like a newborn naked baby, with snow-white skin all over the body, with a soft glow under the light.I nibbled and licked his most sensitive chest.

Rong Zi curled up in my arms.

"Rong Zi, you are still so cute."

I leaned into his ear and said.

The person who was resisting me just now stiffened, and the movement of pushing me became more violent, accompanied by trembling of the body.

I was worried about him, so I stopped and hugged him tightly.

Rong Zi closed her eyes and began to kiss me back.His hands groped my face, cupping my chin, pressing his lips to mine.

At this moment, I heard him say a word.

"You came back to me, right? You regretted it, you were tired of playing with those people, so you still came back to me, right? Am I cheap! Do you think that I am like this, Is it fun?"

"No."

I kissed it, and then said quickly.

But Rong Zi pulled me in a panic, wrapped his hands around my waist, and pulled me in front of him.

"Well, I think I'm cheap too. But, I love you!"

Rong Zi's decisive attitude frightened me, so I had to relax my movements and try to make him more comfortable.

Rong Zi automatically opened his legs, obviously his body was tense, but he urged me to enter his body.

When we became one, Rong Zi raised her fair neck, frowned in pain, but refused to let me go easily.

"Does it hurt?"

Entering like this without foreplay will definitely hurt him.

Instead he shook his head.

"hurry up!"

I had no choice but to lower my head, kiss him again, and lead him to move slowly.

……

After that day, after a long time, Rong Zi kept his face ashen and was very angry with me.

When I made Rong Zi happy and fell into my arms again, I saw Miao Xiu's press conference on TV.

"Yes, I love him..."

love him, huh?

I wasn't happy about Miao Xiu's words at all, but strangely, I didn't feel angry either.

Just a while ago, people from the Miao family came to see me.That is a high-spirited woman who asked me to cooperate with her to disclose the matter of Miao Xiu and Su Fei to the media.

In that woman's cognition, she felt that Su Fei had targeted me before, and he and I were enemies, so it was very appropriate to cooperate with her.

The woman also threatened me with medical bills and tempted me to help her with money.

However, it was rejected by me.

Every time I think of that woman's surprised face, I want to laugh every time I think of it.

Su Fei and Miao Xiu, the world they live in is no longer relevant to me.I returned my body to him, he took all of me, everything I worked so hard for for so long, all turned into bubbles.

Although it is a pity and a bit difficult to accept, it doesn't matter now.

"what happened to you?"

Rong Zi touched my face worriedly, and he offered a kiss on his own initiative.

Rong Zi already knew my identity under my explanation.When he was in the company, he had never seen Su Fei who looked like me at that time. His office was separated from Su Fei by one floor. Su Fei was already in the office when he went to work, and Su Fei was still in the office when he got off work.If I hadn't taken the initiative to find Rong Zi, he wouldn't have had anything to do with me.

He was not without surprise when he heard my name from my lips.I also explained the spooky rebirth to him.

Rong Zi thinks I'm lying, but he thinks it doesn't matter, the most important thing is that the person he loves is the original me.

Between me and Su Fei, I actually took advantage of it. Now that I got what I wanted, I can only ask for trouble for Su Fei. Why bother?

I laughed softly, kissed him back, and carried Rong Zi to the bed.

This place is too small, in the future, I will let Rong Zi live in a bigger place.That place belongs to me and Rong Zi's home.

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I think everyone knows who this is...

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