Team villains except me

Chapter 518 Life Scale

[If we say that in this world, people's joy and sorrow throughout their lives are constant, then I think the sky will not clear up after the heavy rain - because this world itself is built on lies, there is no fixed total amount of emotions.

The essence of the world is chaos, violence and scramble. The pain is endless, while happiness is like marshmallow that melts quickly when it comes into contact with water.

Therefore, we must do our best to package ourselves as mature adults. Only in this way can we resist this ugly and unfair world.

But if you are tired, you can stop and play games with me. In fact, everyone is a child, but some people pretend to be very good, so they look like "real adults".

——Femeiou】

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If one word is used to describe Musa’s current situation, Norvia would say “bottoming out”.

Because there is nothing left to lose, there are no longer any limits to what you can do.

Musa cooked dinner at the manor and she looked very energetic. She seemed to want to do many things: get involved in politics, make friends with the powerful, and quickly sell her property in Remiaz.

Elliott stared at Musa. After a while, he moved closer to Nolvia and lowered his voice.

"Nolvaya, is Musa crazy?"

Norvia is synchronizing information with Fiana who is far away in France. Fiana says that France wants to start the plan in advance.

This is normal.

Gideon killed Valerie very accurately because she was a member of the resistance organization.

Gidi knew it a long time ago. He suddenly wanted to kill Valeri because the king felt that the actions of these resistance organizations were too obvious recently. He was in a bad mood and rejected all of Gidi's requests for a meeting.

Jidi is a classic eagle. He longs for his father's mercy. He feels inferior because of his thin body, but he is extremely confident as an eagle.

He was afraid that his noble father would think he was useless and take away his power. He was so afraid that he wanted to use Valerie's death to show her power to his father.

The fool's sudden inspiration changed the entire situation of Lanier.

Franche realizes that the king has been spying on him, and he wants to catch him in one fell swoop.

Norvia was having a headache. The manor was in chaos, and the situation in Lanier was even more turbulent. War was imminent, and many places were already uneasy.

Nolvia was thinking about Lanier's current situation when she heard Elliott's question.

Nolvia looked up and looked at Musa.

"...Ms. Musa just doesn't know how to release her pain."

Musa flew so high, almost level with the moon, but when she came back down to earth she looked like she was still carrying something, she was in pain.

She just understood a lot of things. She broke free from the shackles and woke up from her slumber. But that didn't mean she was no longer in pain.

Accepting the death of a loved one takes a long time.

Nolvia sighed softly, handed the communicator in her hand to Hught, and walked towards Musa.

"Teacher Musa, do you need any help?"

Musa was filling out the information for the property she was buying. She shook her head.

"No. Nolvia, I'm fine."

Really?

Norvia didn't ask, she just stood beside Musa and told her how to make an appointment for the "Realm of the Hanging Sea".

"Nolvaya, thank you. I'll make an appointment now."

Musa opened the form. The first line required the deceased's full name. Musa didn't move. She remained silent for a long time.

Nolvaya noticed that Musa had a pink ribbon with an "L" pattern on it tied around her wrist. Nolvaya took a deep breath. She saw the blood-red ribbon on Valeri's wings and knew that Musa might have brought gifts for her daughter and her friend.

The pink ribbon is for Loretta. The "L" stands for Loretta, but it could also stand for Valerie.

What on earth was the Beast God doing? No one could survive such a shocking tragedy.

Musa also realized that she had paused for too long, she put away the communicator and hurriedly said that she was going to find something.

This is not an excuse. She does not remember Valerie's last name, because Valerie said she wanted to cut off from her past. She no longer has a noble last name, nor will she fulfill the obligations of a female eagle that her family requires her to abide by.

Musa didn't know what she was holding on to. She could just fill in "Valerie", but she felt that if she did that, Valerie would leave her completely.

Musa looked around her room. It was very tidy because Valerie would clean it regularly. Her room was Valerie's safe house. Valerie would put things she thought were important in her room. Moreover, when Valerie wanted some complete freedom and a sense of security, she would come to her room.

She rarely returned to Rainier, so her room belonged to Valerie.

Musa kept looking through the things in the room. She kept seeing Valerie's favorite jewelry, Valerie's favorite books, and Valerie's ugly sewn dolls... That was once Loretta's favorite. After the doll was broken, Valerie volunteered to repair it, but the repair was weird, and Loretta no longer liked it.

Musha's tense body slowly relaxed. Old things carry memories of the past and may seem meaningless, but when things and people have changed, these tiny, ordinary days take on a heavy weight.

Musa flipped through Valerie's favorite book. Valerie loved to write and draw in the book, and Musa stroked the circled words, thinking about what Valerie looked like.

Valerie wrote a lot about her in the book.

Very subtle, like a running account.

Musa isn't very happy today. I guess she's pissed off by the foreign students.

[Today we're having pie. Loretta and Musa both had the same first choice, truly mother and daughter. Living with them for so long, I've developed similar tastes.]

I want to take Loretta and Musa abroad with me.

[It's raining today, Musa doesn't look like an eagle. She hates water like a cat.]

Musa couldn't find the jewelry I wanted. Out-of-print items are hard to find, so she guiltily bought me a lot of things I liked. Musa is really like a child in some ways. A stick of wood. Loretta is a stick of wood. I'm a carpenter.

Musa promised to take me to the Remiaz amusement park one day. Actually, I've been there, but I don't remember it very well. Those previous experiences abroad felt like they were from a past life.

"Actually, there's nothing wrong with Lanier. With Musa and Loretta around, happiness is always with me. Musa protects me, and I protect Loretta. This cycle will never change."

……

Musa, I know you were deeply hurt by Percilla burning her diary. You felt she burned the evidence of her love for you. Actually, I don't think love disappears just because there's no evidence. Musa, I love you and Loretta, and this is the evidence I left behind.

I love you, and I won't burn this book.

Touched, right? When you find this gift, please come to my room and give me a hug. Then buy me my favorite pickled fish! And remember to buy one for Loretta, too. That shop's always open, so I'll eat there no matter how late it is. And if I fall asleep, please wake me up.

——Love you forever, Valerie.】

……

When Musa rushed to Valerie's room, she remembered that Valerie was lying in the living room. In the moment when she didn't see Valerie, she thought that it was already very late, and Valerie was still working until now, so she needed to go pick her up.

Musa sat on Valerie's bed, and she could still see a few strands of Valerie's hair left behind.

"...Valerie, I can't find anything."

Musa spoke calmly to the air.

"I don't remember your full name. Valerie, please tell me and I'll go out and buy you that little solid jelly that's been waiting so long."

Musa couldn't remember what it felt like to cry. She just felt dizzy, a strong feeling she rarely experienced.

The autumn wind is rarely so gentle.

The window in Valeri's room was always open. The wind fell in along with the moon, circling around Musa like an anxious soul.

Musa touched her face following the direction of the wind.

The slippery feeling was very familiar to Musa.

Musa twisted it and soothed it to the wind.

"Valerie, I didn't shed tears, I shed blood."

……

The first person to discover that Musa was covered in blood was Fei Meiou.

She hadn't reached the stage of changing her teeth yet, and the tooth that was forcibly broken refused to stop bleeding. She was now overly sensitive to the taste of blood.

She was startled when she saw Musa, she thought it was a fountain.

Musa's bleeding did not stop until the healer arrived.

Fei Meiou patted his chest and asked the therapist named "Joshua" who seemed to be very familiar with Yalinxiu's parents.

"What happened to Musa? Was she poisoned?"

The healer shook his head.

"She wasn't poisoned. How can I explain it better? Teacher Musa suffered a mental breakdown, but her body's protective mechanisms were very strong. To protect her, they were triggered, and the pain of bleeding compensated for the mental depression. This way, Teacher Musa couldn't feel any strong emotions."

Femeiou understood.

She said "oh" and ran to find Altair and Yalinxiu.

She really didn't like crying in front of many people, but she was really upset.

She was angry at her powerlessness because she couldn't do anything, so in the end she could only cry. She felt so ashamed of herself.

When she walked into the room with a sullen face, Yalinxiu was negotiating with their homeroom teacher, Ms. Mia, through the communicator.

When he saw Teacher Mia's face, Fei Meiou felt very familiar for the first time.

Mia also saw her. Mia's expression was shocked.

"Femeiou... classmate?"

Femeiou looked at his messy hair and blood-stained clothes, and shrugged at Teacher Mia.

"It's me. I'm a little embarrassed now, but I'm safe, Teacher Mia, don't worry."

Mia frowned. She looked at the listless Altair, Yalinxiu who insisted on taking a long vacation, and Femeiou who was covered in blood and whose face was swollen like a bun. She had a headache.

"I'm going to ask your parents for confirmation. If your parents can't guarantee your safety, I'll request assistance from the academy. The academy will send someone to take you to a safe place."

"No!"

The first person to raise objections was actually Altair.

He had fallen asleep for a while under Ellit's spell, but he woke up hungry. The only meal he had eaten that day was breakfast with Valerie.

After dinner and drinking the potion, he was still a little groggy.

He staggered to Yalinxiu's side and looked at Teacher Mia on the communicator.

"I won't leave. Teacher Mia, you don't know what the female eagle here is going through. You don't know how cruel the death here is... I can't leave. I want to make sure she doesn't die. She can't be like Valerie. I can't see another corpse. Her wings can't flap against my arms like Valerie did."

Altair's eyes were half open. Yalinxiu supported Altair and touched his forehead. Altair didn't have a fever, but his mood was still very abnormal.

Yalinxiu let Feimeiou and Teacher Mia chat first, and she carried Altair on her back to find Ellito.

Femeiou and Mia stared at each other. Femeiou knew that Yalinxiu was on a long vacation, and she knew what Yalinxiu was going to do.

Loretta is in danger alone in the palace. Now that Loretta is Gidi, the king may be suspicious of her, and other royal family members may want to seize the throne that belongs to Gidi. In addition, Gidi killed Valerie, and Loretta cannot reveal her identity. The companions of Valerie's organization may try to assassinate Loretta.

Becoming a Jedi will make the female eagles hate her. As a "Jidi", creating a new kingdom for the female eagles will make her attacked by the male eagles who support "Jidi".

Loretta will have a hard life. Just like before, she has to survive in the cracks and she is standing against all forces.

Yalinxiu wanted to become Loretta's guard. Previously, all of Gidi's subordinates had been cleared out by Deling, and now, Loretta would gain new subordinates.

Yalinxiu was a very good friend. Although she seemed strict with her friends, she was actually very tolerant and protective. She wouldn't let Loretta be alone in the palace, facing enemies from all sides.

Arlinxiu will not leave until the situation with Rainier is completely reversed or Loretta is free.

Neither will she.

She had fought so hard to protect her friends, and she couldn't afford to make any more mistakes. In this war, she had to win.

Femei'o looked at Mia and spoke first.

"Teacher, even if we are forced to return to school, we will try every possible means to return to this dangerous place. I cannot guarantee that I am safe, and it is not convincing to say that I am safe in this state.

But teacher, what is the meaning of life? Is it how much knowledge I learned in school or how many years I can safely live? I don't think so. I believe the meaning of life lies in doing what I believe is right. I will not live in regret. Every second of my life is my own choice and is valuable to me personally.

so……"

Femei held up her swollen face and smiled at Mia.

"Teacher Mia, I also want to take a long vacation."