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Chapter 16

When I faced Xi Qing's gentle and pure eyes, I couldn't help but feel a sense of guilt in my heart, but this little bit of guilt couldn't stop my infatuated love and loyalty to Long Zhan.I asked him to come to a certain house down the mountain to find me the next day, and he readily agreed, but he didn't understand the loneliness and intolerance in my eyes.The next day, he came happily as promised, but only saw me flirting with a group of dubious men.

I remember that the weather that day was the same as today, with fine snowflakes floating in the sky. He was holding a beautiful oil-paper umbrella. The picture of red plums and snow on the umbrella was made by me and him together.He stood in the courtyard blankly, looking at me from a distance, without moving.In fact, I chose to have fun in a place like the pavilion on a cold day, and I did it on purpose, in order to let him see clearly, let him see clearly what kind of woman I am, and let him understand the relationship between me and him Those deep feelings are just a fun game.

I thought he would be angry, angry, turn around and leave immediately, and never see each other again, but he just stood there quietly, silent until it was dark.I couldn't bear it in my heart, but I could only ignore it with a cruel heart. I brought a group of men into the house and continued to drink and have fun, playing and singing all night until dawn.And he also stood outside the house overnight.

Finally, I brought him a glass of wine, and he took it and drank it silently. I smiled and asked him how it tasted, and he said it was very bitter, very bitter.The bitter wine finally turned into teardrops, falling down from his innocent face, and his originally pure and flawless eyes were finally stained with the dust of this world.He handed me the umbrella and left without looking back.Looking at his thin and stiff back, at that moment, I seemed to understand what is heartache and what is sadness, but I can no longer call out his name.

After that, I went back to report the situation to Long Zhan. He was very satisfied and didn't ask any more questions. He just asked me to get ready and wait for him at night.I was very happy, I dressed myself carefully, and obediently waited for him to come in the room.And he really came in the end. Although he had already passed his thirties at that time, his sharp-edged, stern and domineering face made me even more intoxicated and fascinated by him.It's just that there was no trace of affection in his eyes when he looked at me, and even the slightest desire was not ignited when he faced my body.

After all, I still can't get him, and I still can't replace that man named Xi He after all, and he still doesn't belong to me after all.But this time I didn't continue to entangle with him, but I suddenly thought of Xi Qing, the innocent and kind boy in white, I think my mood at that time was probably the same as when he left me It's the same!

Afterwards, I left Long Zhan and returned to Meiying Bieyuan. From then on, I only cared about my affairs and stopped asking about his affairs, and he never bothered me again.I also began to let go of my attachment to him day by day, but I would occasionally think of that white and flawless boy when I dreamed back at midnight. I even thought about going to him again, but just when I was about to leave, I heard his bad news.

I have never felt sorry for anyone in my life, the only person I have ever hurt is him.Looking back now, how cruel and stupid I was at that time, and how innocent he was.Since then, I have avoided the surname Xi, and I don’t want to hear this word again, because it always reminds me of this sad past. "

The story finally ends here.

Hua Ruomeng sighed deeply, and smiled sadly, "How is it? Is the story of my slave's family satisfying, my lord?"

Xi Cang's face was already sinking like water, and the palms of his hands were tightened even more, loosened and tightened, but he still tried his best to restrain himself and asked, "What do you think he died in the end?"

Hua Ruomeng lightly shook her head, "I don't know, I didn't investigate because I didn't dare to face him, I was afraid that his death would be related to me."

"Ten years have passed, are you still afraid to face him?"

Hua Ruomeng still shook her head lightly, and sighed, "People cannot be resurrected after death, so what's the use of confessing to a white bone?"

Xi Cang frowned and looked at the person beside him who was dressed in black and had long hair reaching the ground, but remained indifferent and showed no sign of it.

Hua Ruomeng also looked at him with a slight smile, and said, "The story of the slave family has been told, can this senior brother tell the truth about his name?"

Xi Qing heard the words, but slowly stood up, and said calmly in his usual calm tone without any emotional fluctuations.

"My name has died in your memory."

After he finished speaking, he turned and left.

Xi Cang was taken aback for a moment, and had no choice but to stand up and follow.

Hua Ruomeng was stunned for a moment when she heard the words, and then her face changed suddenly, as if she had been struck by lightning, she suddenly felt a dull pain in her heart, and in a trance, she pressed her chest and chased out the door in panic.

"My lord, stay!"

Xi Cang stopped.

Xi Qing acted as if she had never heard of it.

Xi Cang said coldly, "What else is there for the girl?"

With tears in her eyes, Hua Ruomeng looked sad, only looking at the black-clothed figure walking further and further away, and murmured, "It's him, it's him, he's not dead yet..."

After hearing her story, Xi Cang had long been resentful towards her, resenting her for deceiving and fooling her master, and hating her for being hard-hearted towards her master.Although she is also a poor person in the story, this does not excuse the mistakes she made to Master.If it wasn't for the fact that the master didn't say anything, he would have drawn his sword to face each other long ago.Faced with her at this time, naturally I could no longer be polite, and just said coldly, "Although he didn't die, he was also hurt by you. I won't come here again, and you don't want to look for him again, otherwise I will definitely I won't let you go!" He said some harsh words, then turned around and hurriedly followed the thin figure.

Hua Luomeng fell to the ground slumped, clutching her chest and skirt tightly, tears rolled down, but she just sobbed silently.

Xi Qing didn't walk fast, Xi Cang quickly chased after her.He reached out to shake Master's hand, only to feel that the temperature was colder than ice.Thinking of the story just now, he feels distressed and uncomfortable at the moment, and only feels a little hot in the eye sockets.

"Master..."

He groaned in a low voice, and couldn't help but hugged her half tightly in his arms.

When they arrived at Qianyuan, they met Ziqiao who was guarding there again.Seeing that Xi Cang's expression was uneasy, but he was cautiously protecting the young man in black in his arms, she said carefully, "It's getting late, you two young men should stay and have dinner before leaving!"

Xi Cang said coldly, "No need, we won't come here again."

Ziqiao was shocked, "What's the reason?"

Xi Cang didn't pay any attention, just hugged the man and left.

Zi Qiao bit her lip, turned back and hurried to the back garden, only to find that their girl had passed out in the yard.

After leaving Meiying Bieyuan, the snow fell harder and harder.

Xi Cang remembered that the umbrella was still in that luxurious villa, but he didn't want to step into that villa anymore, so he simply hugged the person in his arms and hugged him tightly Before, and then displayed the extreme lightness kung fu, quickly flew towards their small courtyard.

Although the courtyard is small and simple, it can protect them from all wind and snow.

After returning, Xi Cang didn't go to burn the stove to boil water right away, but just hugged the person in his arms tightly and snuggled up on the bed to warm him up.

Master's fear of the cold is the most difficult in winter, but he didn't say anything, just suffering in silence.Ten years ago, when Hua Ruomeng lied to his feelings like that, he didn't ask a word, didn't say a word of pain, just watched and waited silently, but in the end all he got was a cup of bitter wine.

Xi Cang doesn't know how it feels to like someone, nor does he know how it feels to be cheated and betrayed by the person he likes. He only knows that he is feeling very uncomfortable now, a kind of discomfort that suppresses his hostility. He originally thought that Master's temperament was innate, but he didn't expect...

Hua Ruomeng said that the master was so pure, kind, gentle and beautiful ten years ago, but she actually ruthlessly defiled such a pure and innocent master. After that, the master's temperament has changed drastically, and he has become as ruthless and desireless as he is now. , even if she is not the chief culprit, she must be one of the culprits.

What happened to Master ten years ago?Then why did Long Zhan let Hua Ruomeng deceive Master like that?What is the relationship between Master and Na Xihe?

At this time, Xi Cang was full of questions, but he couldn't ask anything in the end.He was afraid, he was afraid that these questions would only reveal the scars in Master's heart.

"Master, you still have me. I will not deceive you, let alone betray you!" Xi Cang tightened his arms again, gently rubbed his face against the hair of the person in his arms, and said firmly, "I swear , I will stay with you for the rest of my life, only for your own good... No! Even if it is the next life, the next life and the next life, I will only guard you by your side, Master, and will not let anyone hurt you again!"

Xi Qing was quietly embraced by him, her thin lips had regained their faint crimson color, but they were still tightly closed, while his closed eyes, with long eyelashes and curved like fans, suddenly turned lightly. There was a tremor, tiny and fleeting, as if it was just an illusion.

That night, the wind howled and the snow fell heavily.

The next day.

In the twilight of the genius, he heard thunderous knocks on the door, accompanied by a familiar roar.

"The surname is Xi! Get the hell out of here, my lord!"

Xi Cang frowned, and carefully looked at the person in his arms, but seeing his eyes slightly closed, he didn't know if he was awake or asleep.Gently got up and left the couch, and helped the man gather a quilt, then he put on his clothes and went to open the door.

Unexpectedly, the door was only opened a crack, and a sword with a cold light pierced through.

Xi Cang hurriedly backed away to avoid the blow, and didn't wait for the man to change his moves. He suddenly avoided the sword and moved forward half a foot.

The man couldn't dodge in time, first his wrist hurt, the sword fell to the ground, and then his left shoulder suffered severe pain, his body was thrown a zhang away.

Xi Cang tiptoed the sword and held it in his hand, moved outside the house, pointed the sword tip at the visitor with his backhand, and looked at him coldly.

"What else are you doing here?"

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