Confessions of a retired star

Chapter 26

The traffic lights switch, the cars drive by, the night wind is like water, the leaves are rustling, on the quiet sidewalk, the children chasing the ball and playing, the steps of laughter gradually move to this side.

Before being seen by them, Zhu Shisi stood up and pulled Q up.

Q loosened his upper body, stood up passively, and opened his eyes in a daze.

Zhu Shisi was facing him sideways, his jeans were rubbed in the mud, his beautiful knots on his waist were unraveled, and there were twigs hanging in his messy hair, and he was watching the children running around in a daze.

"elder brother."

Q Bu called Zhu Shisi softly, raised his hand to pick off the twigs on his head, Zhu Shisi felt his ears, neck and back go numb, even though Q Bu had never called him that way before, he also Involuntarily bowed his head in response.

"Um……"

"Don't you like me?"

don't you like me

like?

Zhu Shisi opened his mouth slightly and looked at Q Bu, who was blinded by the sudden straight ball.

"Do you not like me?"

Q Bu repeated, with a bit of fragility in his burning firm eyes, Zhu Shisi hurriedly looked away, fiddling with the corners of his clothes with hands that had no place to rest, and tied a tight knot.

He couldn't answer the question.

It's not that he doesn't know the answer, but that he's not sure which door or path the answer will lead him to.

He once took the initiative to a person like Q Bu, but the result is that from the day of confession, they have never met each other, only relying on a few letters every month to contact each other, and told each other about this embarrassing past. Not a word.

Zhu Shisi doesn't want to walk this road again, not because he is unwilling to return to his friends after failing to show love, but it is like Pandora's hand that opens the magic box, pushing Zhu Shisi to a life that runs counter to his original intention.

Nine years later, he stood at a fork in the road again. The difference is that the youthful impulse has disappeared, and he already knows how to use the rules of seeking advantages and avoiding disadvantages to evaluate choices. Before any kind of future, Zhu Shisi could not give an answer.

The children playing with the ball behind them ran around, and the chasing and cheering sounded from time to time, blending into the background of the night street together with the sound of cars and leaves.In this gentle white noise, time passed bit by bit, the red light turned into green again, Zhu Shisi looked at Q Bu.

Q Bu's gaze has been waiting for him in the air, when the two eyes meet, the red light in Q Bu's eyes has not been extinguished, jumping, almost bursting out the deep black eyes.

Zhu Shisi spoke first.

"Did you drop your right hand?"

"Huh? Didn't fall."

"That's good... Q Bu, are you much younger than me?"

"Three years old, I'm 23."

"Three years old..."

"Don't you...don't you like someone younger than you?"

There is hesitation in Q Bu's tone, and the slight sense of vulnerability is also mixed in the slowed down speed of speech.

"No," Zhu Shisi shook his head slightly, and looked at him more seriously, "Although we are only three years apart, I seem to have left the age where I can easily confirm my heart for a long time... I don't know you yet, you Don’t know me well enough, and most importantly, I don’t know myself.”

Q Bu’s pupils trembled in his eyes, as if he was thinking about Zhu Shisi’s words. After a moment’s hesitation, his tone returned to earnestness: “If you want to know, I’d like to tell you my real name, my identity and my identity in advance. past."

"No," Zhu Shisi shook his head again, "Just like you said you have to do it if you promise, the promise is the promise, let me know when I win the role, and I also need some time to digest... Digest us of……"

Staring at Q Bu's inquiring eager eyes, Zhu Shisi suddenly forgot what to say next, he was stunned for a moment, and then said: "Give me some time, if you definitely need an answer right now, what can I tell you now?" Only... to me, you are special."

Zhu Shisi smiled shallowly, this was his certainty and the maximum he could confess. Therefore, this calm smile contained relaxation and relief, which was enough to resolve all embarrassment and bewilderment.

Q Bu really wants to hold the hand that Zhu Shisi put down naturally at this moment, or pinch his red earlobe, or hit his waist with plaster, or touch his hair and pull out one and twist it in his hand, Or put your face on his shoulder and blow mischievously on his neck, or...

The strong and illogical desire to touch was retracted along with his raised hand, and finally turned into a muffled whisper:

"Actually, we know each other better than you think..."

Zhu Shisi didn't ask Q Bu the meaning of this sentence.

In the previous unrequited love, he also thought that he knew each other well enough, that they were connected with each other, and that they were only one step away from intimacy, but when he took the initiative to take that step, he realized that it was an illusion.

Q Bu, a person who has known each other for less than two months, a child in Zhu Shisi's eyes, saying that they know each other are all young people's jokes.

Similarly, Lei Ao found himself ignorant of the people around him, and today he learned something that surprised him.

The incident happened during the day, and he and Qingfeng quarreled over whether they could sleep with other people in the foster relationship, but most of the time it was Lei Ao who was yelling, and Qingfeng just counterattacked limply while looking at his phone.

It was as if Lei Ao had punched the cotton with his fist, and finally blocked Qing Feng's mouth with a needle hidden in the cotton with a semi-forced intense movement.

"Mr. Lei, I do things strictly according to the contract. I will abide by what is written in the contract. As for what is not written... huh."

Qing Feng smiled lightly and got up from the large desk, pulled a piece of paper and wiped it between his legs.

He called her husband with tears in his eyes one minute before, and then changed his name to Mr. Lei with a smile on his face the next minute, which angered Lei Ao again, and just as he withdrew, he pressed Qing Feng to go in, and Qing Feng didn't resist. She looked indifferent, with fangs showing from her upturned lips, and said jokingly: "The secretary reminded me in the morning that a group of newcomers will come to meet you in the afternoon. President Lei, you must have forgotten, right?"

"..." Lei Ao was stunned for a moment, then glanced at the silver mechanical watch thrown aside, "Fuck."

Lei Ao let go of Qing Feng, stood up and put on his clothes, and put on his watch.Qing Feng also stood up, obediently buttoned up Lei Ao and put on his tie, and finally bent down limply to pick up the clothes and pants on the ground and put them on for himself.

Qing Feng is the most obedient only when he is doing business and helping Lei Ao to dress afterwards, because the maintenance contract stipulates that Qing Feng must fulfill these two obligations.For the rest of the time, he would go his own way, disobeying Lei Ao with deceptive sweet words, and Lei Ao felt an unknown anger when he saw him.

Last week Lei Ao discovered that besides him, Qing Feng was also in contact with three benefactors at the same time. If someone else had already knelt down and begged for mercy, packed up the bedroll and left, Qing Feng generously dug out the contract details and told Lei Ao that there was nothing written in it. You can't have a relationship with other people. Since Mr. Lei, as Party A, sleeps with other people during the foster care period, he, as Party B, also enjoys the same rights.

At that time, Lei Ao was furious and tore up the contract, and swept Qing Feng out of the Langhai mansion. He slept with a group of alternate Yingying Yanyan, but he didn't feel anything. Zhuo Qingfeng vented his anger from the morning until now.

"Remember," Lei Ao stared at Qing Feng's slender white neck with a decorative scarf on, and said fiercely, "I can make you disappear in the entertainment industry at any time."

Qing Feng fastened the purple scarf unhurriedly, straightened the shoulder line of the clothes, and let Lei Ao stand by the window for a while before walking slowly.

"Mr. Lei, please be merciful. If I disappear, I won't be able to fulfill the wish of serving|serving Mr. Lei," Qing Feng stood on tiptoe, sending a sweet kiss to Lei Ao's tight lips, "Of course, I It refers to the wishes stipulated in the contract."

When Qing Feng walked out of the office, the secretary and manager just came out of the elevator with a group of seventeen or eighteen-year-old boys.

Each of them has a good-looking face with a logo, and their every move is full of youthful breath. As a senior, Qingfeng greeted them and exchanged a few pleasantries.

Qingfeng found that at least two of them were Lei Ao's favorite looks, that is, he and Zhu Shisi had the same looks, with light hair and pupils, hooked eyes, upturned mouth corners, and affectionate looks.

But as for whether these newcomers are prudish idiots like Zhu Shisi or unfettered bitches like himself, Qingfeng doesn't know, and he is not interested in knowing.

As the president of a leading company in the industry, Lei Ao's professionalism is still excellent, and he started to work as soon as he put on his pants. After communicating with the newcomers who are about to form a training group, he initially agreed with the agent on the training direction.

Among them is a boy named Su Yangyang who is very prominent in it. He is studying acting and has a foundation in dance. He has done live broadcasts and is a small Internet celebrity.After the newcomers left, the agent let him stay alone, and introduced him to Lei Ao emphatically.

"Mr. Lei, this is the Yangyang I told you about before. He has just completed his confinement. Look at this condition, does it look a bit like Zhu Shisi back then? He has fans on Weibo..."

The manager said happily, the secretary coughed dryly and gave him a wink, not many people knew about Zhu Shisi and Lei Ao, the manager accidentally stepped into a minefield.

Lei Ao stared at Su Yangyang expressionlessly. With his poker face and aggressive silhouette, his aura was extremely strong. Su Yangyang didn't dare to look back at Lei Ao, let alone not to look at him. Look at each other.

"Boss Lei, look..."

"Hey," Lei Ao interrupted the manager with a sneer, and turned to look at the secretary, "How old is Qing Feng, and when is his birthday?"

Lei Ao suddenly threw an irrelevant question, the secretary didn't react, he was stunned for a few seconds, and was about to answer, Lei Ao waved his hand impatiently: "Get out, get out for me."

After the three left, Lei Ao reluctantly dug out the nurturing contract that he tore up a few days ago from the drawer.He has been messing around with Qing Feng for a month, and he has never read his information carefully, let alone his exact age and birthday.

In the column of Party B, Qingfeng's date of birth was written, Lei Ao glanced over it, his eyes widened.

November 11th is the same day as Lei Ao's birthday, but Qing Feng is 13 years old now, 24 years younger than Lei Ao.

Lei Ao stared at the paper in his hand for a long time, unconsciously reached for his phone, and opened WeChat, but when he saw the smiling face on Qing Feng's selfie profile picture, he crumpled the contract and threw it on the ground.

"Tch, why?"

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