Confessions of a retired star

Chapter 61

"In the past few days, I have been stepping on Zhu Shisi's position. You have used so much marketing to create momentum, and you have personally scolded my black fans, and created your love lady design, which has fully hyped your commercial value," Qingfeng smiled. Seeing the night scene outside the window, "It's easy for you to replace me, but are you willing to give up the bonus of frying CP with me?"

Lei Ao's face was even uglier, but when he saw Qing Feng smiling, he didn't admit defeat, he raised one corner of his lips defiantly, but his eyes were fierce to eat people.

"Oh, by the way, you still have another choice, release the news that I abandoned you, and then you go back to find Zhu Shisi, he is so similar to me, public opinion will definitely think that he is my substitute, don't you just relax Gained a reputation as a wounded, affectionate, good man?"

Qing Feng covered his mouth and laughed so that his shoulders trembled, Lei Ao's mouth couldn't hold back, he grabbed Qing Feng's bathrobe collar, pointed at his nose and shouted: "You fucking shut up!"

"Pfft." Qing Feng made a zipper movement towards his mouth, and nodded obediently.

"You think I'm making CP with you?" Lei Ao lowered his finger, and with the other hand, he grabbed Qing Feng's collar even tighter, almost pulling him under his lips, "Damn it, I, Lei Ao, can do whatever I want. , do you need to fry with someone like you?"

Qing Feng was not angry at all, tilted his head, pretended to be thinking and blinked, and suddenly smiled: "Boss Lei, no way, you really made love to me?"

"..."

"Oh, don't keep talking, we are all grown-ups, bed|partners work together to earn money, so don't talk about relationships." Qingfeng's small fangs gleamed cunningly.

"Get out of here!"

Lei Ao grabbed Qing Feng's bathrobe and threw him aside, Qing Feng bumped into the TV with a "boom", his smile froze, he straightened his hair and said, "Okay".

"You are not allowed to take any of the things I bought for you."

Qing Feng still agreed, and briskly walked to the entrance, took out a stack of money from the bag, swish, and threw it into the living room.

"Mr. Lei, I earned the money myself. It's enough to buy you a bathrobe and a pair of underwear, right?"

The red bills were spilled all over the floor, Qing Feng pulled the bathrobe on, and his smile became more hostile, before Lei Ao could reply, he opened the door with bare feet.

The last image in Lei Ao's eyes was fixed on Qingfeng's slender legs dotted with kiss|scars, they crossed haughtily and walked out the door, as if they had no nostalgia for Lei Ao.

There is a lot of rain in summer, especially this summer.

On the day of the holiday, Zhu Shisi hardly went anywhere, squatting at home depressed and moldy, day after day, his mood was not healed by time.

Fang Ting had completely disappeared, from the beginning of the month to the end of the month, there was no sign of it appearing.

Sometimes Zhu Shisi sleeps in the dark, and when he is half asleep and half awake, he often has a weird feeling of confusion between dreams and reality. He will think, maybe he doesn’t know Fang Ting at all, and he hasn’t seen him, or this person doesn’t exist at all, but every time When he was awake, the dictated letter above the coffee table was there, the black T-shirt in the closet was there, and the thousands of text messages in the inbox were there.

At the end of the month, Zhu Shisi went back to his hometown. He planned to go back to play and distract his attention, but his mind was like a long fishbone stuck in his throat, and he could feel it when he swallowed or even took a breath. exist.

"Wish, mom just cleaned it yesterday, don't sweep the floor, just sit and rest for a while."

As soon as Zhu Shisi got home, he hurried around with a rag and broom. Meng Tang persuaded him several times but refused to listen, and could only watch him coming in and out of each room.

She still lives in the family building of the police compound. Zhu Shisi bought her a new house. The property in the new community cannot stop illegitimate meals. Non-family members of the police compound must leave ID cards when entering and leaving the police compound, blocking many fans. Meng Tang It's cleaner here.

"Wish, what do you want to eat for lunch?" Meng Tang asked, she felt that Zhu Shisi was not in a good mood, and she was afraid that asking him directly would burden him, so she pretended to be relieved.

"Anything is fine."

"Can sugar buns work? I just bought sesame seeds a few days ago and made your favorite sesame white sugar filling."

"Ah."

Zhu Shisi put away the broom and went into the bedroom with a rag. A few minutes later, he called from inside: "Mom—"

Meng Tang quickly trotted in: "What's the matter, son?"

"Why is the photo album missing from my bookshelf?" Zhu Shisi was anxious.

Meng Tang breathed a sigh of relief, opened the desk drawer, and took out an old photo album with a little lion printed on it.

"I moved it somewhere, it was too easy to collect dust outside."

Zhu Shisi nodded, his eyes fell on the drawer, the dark book cover under a stack of notebooks hit Zhu Shisi's eyes, and he pushed the drawer back.

"Look at this photo, do you still remember his origin?" Meng Tang flipped through the photo album, pointed to one of them and smiled, "At that time, you were in fifth grade and couldn't solve math problems. Your dad taught you how to draw Auxiliary line, you cried all night, blamed dad for not telling you, insisted on doing it yourself."

Zhu Shisi looked at the photo under Meng Tang's finger. The little boy with the pot head was standing upright by the desk, at the same position as Zhu Shisi, holding a homework book and taking a photo with the geometry problem on it.

"It was almost eleven o'clock that night, and you finally made it. We saw that you were so stubborn and funny, so we took a picture of you." Meng Tang stroked Xiao Zhu Shisi's fleshy face in the photo with his fingertips, "eyes The red one is still in tears, as if he has been wronged so much, but the pride on his face is exactly the same as now... In the blink of an eye, more than ten years have passed."

Zhu Shisi smiled, and his nose suddenly became a little sore.

"Wish."

"Ok?"

"You have to be strong since you were a child, and you have suffered a lot. Sometimes you still have to learn to relax yourself..." Meng Tang finished her soft words, and she closed the album and put it in Zhu Shisi's hands, "Mom Let's go cook."

"Mom." The album sank in his hand, Zhu Shisi swallowed the tears in his throat, and called Meng Tang to stop, and Meng Tang stopped by the door.

"What's the matter, son?"

"Am I really bad... I failed the college entrance examination, the group is too bad, the acting is not going well, and the boss is not young and can't do anything."

"You are not yet 27 years old, you are still very young," Meng Tang walked back slowly, gently stroking Zhu Shisi's drooping head, "Looking back at the days you have walked towards your goal, as long as the fullness is greater than the emptiness , that is not a failure."

"..." Zhu Shisi blinked his red eyes hard twice.

"Also, it may be inconvenient for you to tell mom about some things. Mom hopes that you have trusted friends to help you share your worries, so that you don't go into a corner, just like Fang..." After a short hesitation, Meng Tang took a deep breath, "Just like Fang Shuyun Friends like that."

Zhu Shisi's stifled tears slowly slipped out. Before seeing him cry, Meng Tang left the bedroom and left the space for Zhu Shisi.

Open the drawer and put it back into the photo album. The dark book with only one corner exposed is "Tenderness Like Water" that Zhu Shisi had read countless times in high school. When he read it again, the words were still those words, but the state of mind at this time It's very different.

About halfway through reading, Zhu Shisi's cell phone rang, and it was Mu Di calling.

"Brother Si, I... can't stand it..."

The sound of the rain on the opposite side was very noisy, and the sound of Mudi was very small, so Zhu Shisi couldn't hear it clearly.

"Xiaodi, what did you say?"

"My...debt...name is Qin..."

Zhu Shisi still only heard a few words intermittently through the noisy receiver.

"I can't hear you clearly. It's too noisy over there. It's raining heavily in Fengyuan? Go and close the window and call me."

There were a few bangs over there, and then it fell silent.

"Brother Si, I..."

Mu Di's voice finally became clear, and there was a wet taste in his tone, Zhu Shisi became serious: "What's wrong, Mu Di?"

"……nothing."

"what?"

"Just to remind you... It may rain heavily at the rehearsal tomorrow afternoon, Brother Si, remember to bring an extra dress, don't catch a cold."

beep - beep - beep -

The call was hung up by Mu Di.

Meng Tang asked Zhu Shisi to have dinner outside, but he ignored Mu Di first, and after dinner, Zhu Shisi started thinking about those depressing things again, so he forgot about Mu Di.

On the 28th, Zhu Shisi's vacation ended. This was the longest vacation he had ever taken in his acting career. He was not used to returning to work. He was half an hour late for the rehearsal of the music festival in the afternoon.

"It's all your fault. If you hadn't come late, the COC would have gone up third, and now it's at the bottom of the list. You won't be able to leave until it gets dark. You should apologize with death."

Yan Yu walked back and forth irritably in the background holding a small mobile fan, beating Zhu Shisi from time to time.

Today is the rehearsal for a music festival limited to artists under Liuguang Entertainment. Although COC's qualifications are not small, there are dozens of programs waiting to be on stage.

Zhu Shisi could vaguely guess what Yan Yu was annoyed about. It was the second rehearsal of SMASH, and COC was originally the third one, so they could have a face-to-face meeting with SMASH. Zhu Shisi was late this time, and SMASH left early, so Yan Yu was of course angry.

But why is Yan Yu meeting Yin Bing like a mouse meeting a cat?

Zhu Shisi didn't understand what was going on between the two of them, and he didn't have the time to think about it. Guo Xi asked for leave for something, and he misremembered the rehearsal time.

Mu Di kept silent, and was still wearing long sleeves on a hot day. The three of them just waited like this until five o'clock, exhausted by the hot sweat, and finally it was their turn to play.

"Is it raining?" Yan Yu looked at the gloomy sky and worried, "It won't rain sooner or later, it must rain at this time, damn it."

Zhu Shisi didn't speak, and stood silently, indicating that it was time to start. The music started, and the three of them quickly entered the performance state. They sang and danced on the stage in the rain. Even though they were wearing private clothes, they could vaguely see The demeanor when he first debuted back then.

The fans who had waited with them all afternoon on the sidelines also regained their energy. Although there were not many people in the crowd, the fans who had been waiting with them for the whole afternoon also encouraged the three ex-idols. when--

Phew, the sound of electric current flashed, and the accompaniment stopped suddenly.