Chapter 42
Chapter 42
"Let's eat first." Xie Shang ran his hand along Yu Qing's soft hair, and then lightly touched Yu Qing's Adam's apple, with a hint of teasing.
The two are still sitting close to each other.
The food is still slightly steaming, and it is full of color, fragrance and taste, which makes people very appetizing.
At this time, Xie Shang didn't deliberately restrain himself from maintaining his aloof personality, he simply did whatever he wanted, he put all of Yu Qing's favorite food into the other's bowl, and softly coaxed Yu Qing to eat more. A sense of satisfaction like never before.
His heart was almost filled with some unspeakable joy, and he couldn't help but want to hug Yu Qing.
So that when he was eating, he was a little absent-minded, unable to taste the taste, and just wanted to watch Yu Qing eat.
In the end, Yu Qing couldn't take it anymore, and broke the sticky atmosphere full of peachy ambiguity and sweetness. Xie Shang's thoughtfulness and warmth made him feel like he was about to drown in it.
"The script has been revised, right? I'll ask them to change it back. There are also supporting roles. If it doesn't work, I can re-audit and find other actors." Yu Qing put down his chopsticks. Just ate a lot.
After finishing the call with Xie Shang that day, Yu Qing quickly watched the complete live content about Xie Shang in the press conference. He also heard Xie Shang say that the script had been revised during the Q&A interview. Now that I remember, I want to seek Xie Shang's opinion and revise the script again.
"No, the revised new script is very interesting, and Director Cen is very good at cultivating newcomers. Since he agreed to let the current few play the main roles, it shows that there is something special about these few people. Maybe it fits well with the character." Xie Shang replied casually, he hasn't acted in this type of role before, so it's good to try.
"Really? That's good. Is the start-up time set?" Yu Qing hasn't read the newly revised script yet, but Xie Shang has said so, and he believes in Xie Shang.
"Yes, it's only over a week, and I won't see you again by then." Xie Shang's voice dropped, and his mood also dropped.
Yu Qing didn't reply, but the corners of her mouth slightly raised, revealing an imperceptible sly smile.
I don't know if it's because the food in this restaurant is really delicious, or because the two of them have a better appetite when they are together. Unknowingly, the appetite of both of them is much better than usual.
"I'm going to the bathroom." Yu Qing turned sideways slightly, left Xie Shang who had been sticking to him, stood up and said.
Light shone through the curtains and shone in.
Xie Shang raised his eyes, and could see Yu Qing's thin waist under the white shirt, which was very nice.
He quickly grabbed Yu Qing's waist, as if he didn't want to leave Yu Qing for a minute, and said, "I'll go with you."
Yu Qing was surprised, and then she put away the unnatural look on her face, and replied, "No need, I'll be back soon."
Xie Shang raised his head and looked up at Yu Qing like this. The line of his eyes showed that he was a bit naive. There was no need for Yu Qing to refuse like this. There was an inquiring look in his eyes unconsciously, and then he seemed to think of something and put it on Yu Qing. The arms around the waist also hugged harder.
The two stalemate like this for a long time, as if they could compete forever.
"Are you going out to take medicine?" In the end, Xie Shang was the first to speak. When he asked this sentence, he only felt that his throat was extremely dry, but there are certain things that cannot be whitewashed any longer. He wanted to know about the situation, and even wanted to participate in it. He didn't want Yu Qing to be alone.
Yu Qing's eyes, which were filled with warmth and mist, also gradually cooled down, and there was no fluctuation on his face.
He just gently broke Xie Shang's hand that was tied around his waist, and he wanted to smoke again. The craving for cigarettes is probably contagious. He used to smoke because he missed the occasional faint smell of tobacco on Xie Shang's lips and tongue, but recently he wanted to smoke. It is becoming more and more inseparable.
"I'll go out with you." Xie Shang didn't back down.
"Yu Zhe told you?" Yu Qing let out a breath of turbid air, his expression extremely condensed.
Xie Shang didn't reply, but lowered his eyelids, covering all the emotions in his eyes.
Yu Qing's next sentence was very heartbreaking, "You treat me so well all of a sudden, are you pitying me?"
Xie Shang raised his eyes when he heard the words, and looked at Yu Qing again. Those frosty eyes seemed to have melted ice and snow, with moisture, and with sadness, he said in a hoarse voice: "Pity? Yu Qing, how do I treat you? What kind of feeling is it, don't you know?"
Yu Qing's heart ached, Xie Shang was crying?He had never seen Xie Shang like this, for a moment, Yu Qing felt that he was still in a dream, unable to distinguish between illusion and reality.
Suppressing the impetuous emotions in her heart, Yu Qing turned her face away and stopped looking at Xie Shang.
Xie Shang didn't know the ugliness in his heart at all, he was actually a psychopath, he couldn't help but frantically watched the light in the dark, never wanting to be discovered.
This is something he wants to hide for the rest of his life, but he should have thought of it a long time ago, Yu Zhe will definitely come to Xie Shang, and he will tell him.
Yu Qing began to regret why she was so careless before and why she went abroad to see a doctor.
The warm atmosphere that lingered around him before disappeared, as if all the warmth was nothing but a mirage.
A beautiful dream is like a bubble, dissipating so that there is no trace of its existence.
The longer he was away, the more depressed he became, and the desire in his heart became stronger and stronger. No one knew how much he loved Xie Shang. Before, he desperately wanted to cut off this relationship completely, but he still couldn't bear it.
Yu Qing is very good at lying and disguising, every time when he is about to lose himself in the illusion, Xie Shang is his only salvation.
He thinks highly of himself, and he doesn't want Xie Shang to know all this.
"How did Yu Zhe tell you? That I'm mentally ill? But I am." His face was swallowed by shadows, his paranoia, his sickness. Always sad, he longs to be loved, but his desire for exclusiveness is very strong.
When Xie Shang smiled at others, he would find it unbearable.
He is such a person.
"Do you really think I didn't know anything about it before?" Xie Shang forcefully pulled Yu Qing back, "But I don't care, as long as I like it, even, I enjoy it."
He gritted his teeth in these few words, yes, he enjoyed it, so he just ignored some deep-seated things.
When Yu Qing needed him the most, he did nothing.
Xie Shang slowly hugged Yu Qing tightly. Now he is fearless.
The shadows of the trees outside the window sway with the wind, and the light and shadows inside the house are mottled.
The person tightly hugged by Xie Shang seemed to be stunned for a moment, and then he broke free from his restraint.
"Enjoy?" Yu Qing was dumbfounded.
Obviously in his memory, even when he was sleeping with him, this man was always calm and self-possessed, so indifferent and clean that there was no trace of love and joy.
Seeing Yu Qing's somewhat lost look, Xie Shang reached out and grabbed Yu Qing's shirt hem.
He said word by word: "Yes, it's enjoyment, Yu Qing, you heard me, I don't care at all, you can do whatever you want, you can do whatever you want to me, I don't need you to suppress and pretend in front of me. "
Xie Shang looked at Yu Qing intently with his tear-filled eyes, and he continued, "The only thing I'm afraid of is that you leave me."
He didn't mention Yu Qing's illness again. He already knew clearly that this was Yu Qing's Nilin, and it was also the secret that Yu Qing was most afraid of him knowing. Just like him, he also had many embarrassing and dark emotions in his heart, and he didn't want Yu Qing to know at all. .
But at this moment, he has enough patience to let Yu Qing feel his heartfelt voice.
Yu Qing bent down to look at Xie Shang, his round eyes became dark, "No one in this world can't live without someone, and besides, the time you left me has been very good."
"You know that I'm doing well? Yu Qing, do you think I'm annoying to pester you, so you're making excuses to break up with me completely and take the opportunity to get rid of me?" Xie Shang could feel Yu Qing's faint Breathing, he was so close that he could even feel each other's emotions.
He often has no way to express his true emotions in front of Yu Qing, and he can't cry no matter how sad he is, so he will act for Yu Qing, some defense lines and barriers in his heart have long been dismantled by him.
Yu Qing's white shirt was thin and see-through, and when he looked at Xie Shang, he broke out in a cold sweat.
When he was young, he fantasized that someone could love him and have a strong family who could protect him, but in the end it was just a fantasy, and the only thing he could rely on was himself.
Now he can imagine that he can monopolize Xie Shang.
He looked at Xie Shang, his breathing was messy and hot, and his dark round eyes were dim.
"En? Answer me." Xie Shang tugged at his clothes, like a child, but extremely stubborn.
Yu Qing didn't speak, just took out the phone from her pocket, and then slid her fingertips on the screen, as if she was looking for something.
Finally, he found what he was looking for.
"Look." Yu Qing put the phone screen in front of Xie Shang's eyes.
There was a candid photo on the screen. There were two people in the photo. They were a young man and a woman. The woman was very beautiful and was a star, while the man was Xie Shang.
It's not just this photo, but this photo is the most unbearable for Yu Qing. He used to look at this photo back and forth like masochistic, which made him sink even deeper into the abyss of fantasy.It made him feel that Xie Shang might not like men at all, but liked girls, but he was forced to lose his freedom and was trapped in this square inch.
Xie Shang was taken aback, his eyes moved from Yu Qing to the phone screen, "Who is this? Why do you want to save a photo of a female celebrity?"
"What do you think?" Yu Qing laughed back angrily.
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