Rebirth Against Heaven [Cultivation]

Chapter 36, First Expression of Heart

"Qin Zhan!" Fu Jun didn't have time to stop Qin Zhan's killing move. Seeing the blood splattered on the spot, Fu Jun couldn't help but his complexion changed.

However, Qin Zhan's expression was extremely gloomy and cold at this time, and he looked quite terrifying. There was only a cold murderous intent in his eyes, which were so dark that they shone like two vortexes that frightened people's hearts and souls. An astonishing aura, like a fierce sword showing its sharpness and fierce aura, is shocking to see.

"You... how could you kill them all like this?" Although Fu Jun was startled by Qin Zhan's horrific murderous aura, he was not afraid. Thinking of the death, he became emotionally agitated uncontrollably.

"Don't talk yet." Qin Zhan said softly to Fu Jun as if he had never heard the words of reprimand, "Let me give you a hug."

As he spoke, he tightened his arms, and at the same time gently pressed his chin against Fu Jun's shoulder socket.

"You..." Fu Jun only felt that Qin Zhan's behavior was weird and unspeakable, and even he himself seemed to be infected. He felt uncomfortable, paused, and said, "The only one who hurt me is that young man." That's all, how can you kill everyone else indiscriminately?"

"Because they deserve to die." Qin Zhan replied coldly.

For the first time, Fu Jun felt that Qin Zhan's tone was so cold and sharp as a blade, without any trace of gentleness and gentleness, and it contained extremely deep anger, which made the scalp tingle in this silent air.In terms of imposing manner, it seems to be better than Master Lu Huaifeng. It is hard to believe that the body next to him is only a 15-year-old boy, and he has just learned the cultivation skills.

Fu Jun suddenly noticed that the cave was unusually quiet, realized something was wrong, and hurriedly looked sideways, only to see that the lock of the cage door on the right had been cut off, more than a dozen people inside had been killed, and there was a bloodstain on their necks , It seems that Qin Zhan cut his throat with a sword.

"You actually killed all the people in the cage on the right..." Fu Jun was too shocked for a moment, but his face looked indifferent. After a pause, he forced himself to suppress his emotions and asked, "Why? They were just bewitched for a while , if it is treated, it may not be impossible to return to normal!"

Qin Zhan let go of Fu Jun's arm, and slowly straightened his body. At this moment, he seemed to have stopped his fury, and the murderous look in his eyes gradually faded, but the chill did not diminish by half. "I will not let anyone who dares to hurt you go."

Fu Jun was suffocated, but he didn't know how to react for a moment: "But they didn't hurt me!"

"As far as I'm concerned, as long as I think about it, I deserve to die." Qin Zhan's tone was firm, with no room for maneuver.

Fu Jun's heart trembled, as if shocked by the determination in Qin Zhan's voice, he was suddenly speechless.

"If you hadn't dodged in time, I'm afraid..." Qin Zhan paused slightly, his eyes became sharper like ice blades, "You have kindly given them a chance, since they don't know how to cherish it and want to kill you instead, then there is no It is necessary to live in this world."

Qin Zhan paused, and seeing Fu Jun's unhesitating face, he said again calmly: "Do we have to wait until their hands are covered with blood and have committed countless murders, and then get rid of them? Naturally, everything is a precautionary measure." Yu Weiran is the best. They have entered the way of demons and want to feed on the flesh and blood of living people. They have lost their humanity. Killing them today can save the lives of hundreds of innocent people down the mountain. It should be a good thing. Even if they change today If Master is present, he will do the same to me, don't you believe?"

"..." Fu Jun was speechless. Although he knew that Qin Zhan's words were not exaggerated, he felt that what Qin Zhan said was not completely reasonable. He wanted to refute, but he didn't know where to start.

At this moment, Qin Zhan sighed softly again, but his tone seemed helpless: "You don't even think about it carefully, how could there be an innocent woman here? A young and middle-aged man, and even if Gu Yuan really robbed the woman, he has already become a member of the demon cultivator by now."

"Even if there is only one thread that may be true, I don't regret getting hurt because of it, as long as I bear it alone and don't implicate you." Fu Jun's expression was calm but firm, "Because, what if it is true, but I If I only care about self-protection for a while, and sit back and watch the other party be insulted by the villain, it is tantamount to killing the other party's life, and I will regret it even more."

Qin Zhan was quiet for a while, and his tone suddenly softened: "Are you thinking of sister Xiu who committed suicide four years ago?"

"...Mmm." A gloomy look flashed across Fu Jun's eyes, and he said slowly, "You and I are no longer the helpless children we were back then, and I don't want to let myself regret it."

Four years ago, when he was 11 years old, he and Qin Zhan lived on the streets. They were taken care of by a girl, Axiu, who was seven or eight years older than them. Rape, and he and Qin Zhan tried their best to save him. Afterwards, Axiu had a mental breakdown and crashed her head against a tree to her death.

Although he and Qin Zhan followed those people into the cottage, secretly set a fire and burned the culprit to death, but Axiu could never come back to life.

Qin Zhan didn't speak any more for a while, just lowered his head to look at the wound on Fu Jun's chest, and then stretched out his hand to signal, "Where's the white jade ointment?"

Fu Jun subconsciously took out the medicine bottle and handed it to Qin Zhan.

Qin Zhan took it, and immediately poured out the ointment in the bottle, and applied it to the wound on Fu Jun's chest that was still bleeding.

Unlike the wound caused by Moxiu Gugaki, the wound opened by the half-demon, half-human boy was not impossible to heal, and the white jade ointment specially used for trauma was very effective, and the bleeding gradually stopped.

Fu Jun let Qin Zhan move all the time, his eyes were dim and difficult to understand, and he seemed to be preoccupied. After a while, he whispered slowly: "The person who hurt me... What if... it's you?"

Qin Zhan was startled, and immediately raised his head to look at Fu Jun, but smiled slightly after a moment: "I will not let it go, of course including myself."

Fu Jun recalled all kinds of deeds in his previous life, including Qin Zhan's design at the end that caused him to be ruined, desperate, and finally died together, and his mood was inevitably complicated: "Why?"

Why are you in this life so different from your previous life?

Qin Zhan suppressed his smile, remained silent for a moment, and said slowly: "You are my only..."

However, at the end of the conversation, Qin Zhan kept silent again.

Fu Jun paused, although he vaguely felt that what Qin Zhan cut off might be the fact that he didn't want to face, but he couldn't help asking: "The only thing?"

Qin Zhan was very silent at this moment, and only smiled softly after a while: "...What do you think? Between you and me, can it be summed up by a sentence of friends or brothers? But I know, for me, the world No one else in the world is more important than you."

At the end of Qin Zhan's speech, his tone became softer, and there was no more smile on his face, appearing very sincere.

"..." Fu Jun's eyes were extremely complicated, as deep as thick ink. He swept his eyes back and forth on Qin Zhan's face, and then slowly said as if he had made up his mind, "I... the same way." At the same time, he added in his heart This sentence: I used to think so too.

After Fu Jun finished speaking, he fell into silence immediately, as if he felt uneasy about his conscience because of his words against his will.

Qin Zhan was also quiet for a moment, and suddenly smiled slightly: "You and I met when I was ten years old. I still remember that when I first met you, although you were pale and thin, your eyes were very bright and energetic. Yes, you bit me really hard."

As Qin Zhan said, he raised his right wrist lightly, and there was a white mark on it that was so faint that it was almost invisible to the naked eye. However, under careful observation, it was indeed the mark of teeth biting.

Fu Jun recalled the incidents of the youth in the past, and couldn't hold back a little embarrassment: "I... thought you were here to grab food... because the same thing happened several times before, and the other party was about the same age as you... ...Although I can still go hungry for a few meals, Grandpa Zhang was very sick at that time and had to eat something to satisfy his hunger..."

When Fu Jun said this, he felt a little sad when he thought that Grandpa Zhang, who took care of him in the past, died of illness not long after all.

"Grandpa Zhang passed away at the age of [-], and he was asleep in his sleep. He didn't suffer any pain, so it can be regarded as a joyful mourning." Qin Zhan comforted.

Fu Jun responded lightly, but couldn't help but gradually fell into old memories.

... In his earliest memories of childhood, he was already an orphan abandoned by his parents. Only Grandpa Zhang kindly took him in and took care of him, treating him like his own grandson. Try to get a bowl of rice porridge to feed him.

Later, when he was ten years old, wars broke out frequently, people went into exile, droughts and famines occurred everywhere, and begging became more and more difficult.Unfortunately, Grandpa Zhang fell ill again, so he could only take Grandpa Zhang to live in a ruined temple in the suburbs, trying his best to go out to find food.

In the beginning, he managed to find a few steaming white flour steamed buns, but before he could bring them back to the ruined temple, he was snatched away by some fierce men, and he was beaten up because of his resistance.Enduring the pain, he got up and struggled to find food several times, but he was either robbed or cheated.

In the end, he finally dug out half a black-faced steamed bun in the corner, but this time he learned how to be good, and quietly hid it close to his chest, trotting all the way back to the ruined temple, and then met the ten-year-old Qin Zhan.

When he saw a stranger in the small temple, he couldn't help being surprised. Although Qin Zhan looked like he was the same age at that time, he had a ruddy complexion and gorgeous clothes. He looked much stronger than him.

He was afraid that Qin Zhan would also come to grab food from him, and he had no energy to find food again, so he thought of preemptively attacking Qin Zhan, rushed up and bit Qin Zhan hard, trying to scare Qin Zhan away.

Of course, instead of being scared away by him afterwards, Qin Zhan stayed with him to take care of the seriously ill Grandpa Zhang.

Although Grandpa Zhang gradually recovered from his illness after three days, he was able to get up and go to the ground, but within a month, he fell asleep one night and never opened his eyes again.

He refused to believe that Grandpa Zhang, who had depended on him since he was a child, left him like this. He waited for three days, and finally chose to face the truth after Qin Zhan persuaded him in every possible way.

Qin Zhan helped him dig a hole and fill it with soil, and buried Grandpa Zhang.Afterwards, Qin Zhan suggested that if they continued to stay here, they would eventually eat up even the turf and tree roots. Get away from here and go where there is no famine.

At that time, he thought that Grandpa Zhang always told him to leave here quickly. Although he was always unwilling to abandon Grandpa Zhang before his death, after Grandpa Zhang died, he should try his best to fulfill Grandpa Zhang's last wish, so he nodded. agreed.

Since then, he and Qin Zhan have been wandering together, sharing joys and sorrows, relying on each other, but struggling to survive.

Three years later, Qin Zhan accidentally heard a legend about a person cultivating immortals from a crazy old Taoist, so he had the idea of ​​practicing Taoism.

He didn't have any long-term wishes at the time, but after the other waifs laughed at Qin Zhan's wishful thinking and daydreaming, he felt that he had to support Qin Zhan's ideas no matter what, even if it was a dream in the mirror.

Then, it took him and Qin Zhan a full year to find the gate of the Danxiao sect, and after repeated pleading and good words, they were allowed to enter the outer gate and become a last-class disciple.

Although the life of the outer disciples of the Danxiao Sect is hard-working, requiring daily tasks such as planting trees and watering, chopping firewood and lighting the fire, it is a hundred times better than the days of wandering and helpless before. They can eat enough and wear new clothes.

Later, he and Qin Zhan saw the majesty of the disciples of the inner sect, and heard that only those who entered the inner sect could be regarded as true disciples of the Danxiao sect, and could practice Taoism and longevity. They both wanted to fight for a sigh of relief, so they began to exercise their bodies as much as possible, and began to study again The mental method and swordsmanship of the outer sect.

It was not until one year after becoming an outer disciple that he and Qin Zhan both chose to apply for the inner disciple trial assessment.

After that, they passed the test together and successfully worshiped Lu Huaifeng as their teacher...

When Fu Jun came back to his senses, he felt mixed feelings in his heart—he would never forget those days of being together, but he also couldn't forget what Qin Zhan did in the past.

...If Qin Zhan only killed him alone, no matter how cruel the method was, he might not care about it. However, Qin Zhan killed not only him, but also his master Lu Huaifeng, Yan Xue, Xin Jiu and others...

...For those people, Fu Jun couldn't forgive Qin Zhan for them.

The author has something to say: —————— Small Theater—————

Qianmo: (→_→) I finally "confessed"... What's the matter with hugging me while taking the opportunity?

Qin Zhan: (Calmly) Otherwise, I'm afraid I won't be able to suppress the murderous intent.

PS: This chapter should allow everyone to see the difference in concepts between Fu Jun and Qin Zhan.

For the demon cultivators who were imprisoned, Qin Zhan actually used the presumption of guilt...('?ω?')

PPS: I have read all the comments in the previous chapter. Although I am a little sad, this kind of Fu Jun is indeed what I want to write.

Maybe I didn’t express my words well, but in the last chapter I wanted to portray that Fu Jun has compassion for those who are involuntarily possessed by demons, and doesn’t think they are really “evil”, and don’t think they should be eradicated immediately, even if Dan This is the rule of the Xiao School. (This point of view is very important for the development of the following plot)

Fu Jun has never been a person who always maintains reason and works flawlessly. When encountering matters of principle, he is not as calm as his appearance.Facing women being insulted by bad guys is the moral bottom line that he can't do nothing about.

The Fu Jun in my mind is a person who is indifferent on the outside, but very humane on the inside.He will not only do what is good for him, but will do what he thinks is right. Even if he gets hurt, he will not regret it.

Especially from the perspective of a cannon fodder passerby, he would definitely like to meet Fu Jun, not Qin Zhan.

It is estimated that everyone can see that if Fu Jun was not present, Qin Zhan would not have thought of a way to save people from the beginning.He didn't even want to save Xiao Yunhui subjectively, so could he waste his energy saving strangers?

No matter what kind of harm and deceit Fu Jun experienced in his previous life (in fact, Qin Zhan is the only one who has been discovered so far), he is still willing to believe that human nature is inherently good.I think Fu Jun like this can be considered strong-willed, right^_^?It should be considered an advantage, right?

I said so much without realizing it, I hope you don't mind. _(:зゝ∠)_If you don't like the development of the plot, it doesn't matter, I accept both criticism and praise.

In fact, the opinions put forward by everyone sometimes give me inspiration and let me have a clearer image of the characters I want to portray. I am very grateful.

PPS: The number of words on the list is not enough, the next update will be at 8:[-] tomorrow.